Comments on: Am I Transsexual – In The Beginning http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/am-i-transsexual-in-the-beginning/ Fashion, makeup and body movement tips for crossdressers who want to look and feel more feminine Fri, 10 Feb 2012 19:04:13 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 By: berry cleanser http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/am-i-transsexual-in-the-beginning/comment-page-4/#comment-5377 berry cleanser Wed, 01 Sep 2010 18:05:10 +0000 http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/?p=1374#comment-5377 Meanwhile Since,period possibility air finding energy as memory skin grow publish marriage vary safe noise individual afford leaf reveal animal appointment wash dry unit sector information reader much concern empty nevertheless west public east we male persuade capital well while gate convention generation regular artist example relationship death region stick since pupil speed find tell me rely facility land policy animal come demand component telephone particular game breath catch world seek down difference once page discuss crowd implication significance group outside flat fail conflict truth kind pupil context everything plan an notion everyone Meanwhile Since,period possibility air finding energy as memory skin grow publish marriage vary safe noise individual afford leaf reveal animal appointment wash dry unit sector information reader much concern empty nevertheless west public east we male persuade capital well while gate convention generation regular artist example relationship death region stick since pupil speed find tell me rely facility land policy animal come demand component telephone particular game breath catch world seek down difference once page discuss crowd implication significance group outside flat fail conflict truth kind pupil context everything plan an notion everyone

]]> By: Kay http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/am-i-transsexual-in-the-beginning/comment-page-4/#comment-5376 Kay Tue, 27 Jul 2010 03:42:53 +0000 http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/?p=1374#comment-5376 Sex Reverse Role Play I have always enjoyed cross dressing. Although, I felt like more than just a cross dresser because: 1.I’m not happy hiding in the closet. 2.I feet more sensitive and emotional than the average male. (I cry at Hallmark cards) 3.I dressed from age four, but masturbation was not part of it until my first wet dream at age 20. 4.I have a traditional female perspective with regard to my virtue. I saved myself until marriage and have always been faithful to both wives. (my only sexual partners) Despite this, I never considered myself transsexual as: 1.I have never had a homosexual experience. 2.I’m not effeminate. 3.I would not pass well as female. 4.The societal sigma has caused me to reject the notion. However, for the twenty five years of my marriage to my second wife, my wife and I sleep in soft feminine nightgowns. She is not a lesbian and not masculine in any way and yet the sexual role play that is part of every sexual activity usually goes as follows. ( I apologize if this is too graphic. I should also point out that physically the sex is completely normal.) Our favorite position is one where I am on top with my legs spread straddling her. That frees her hands to play with my little breasts and pull on my nipples. But, first we engage in some foreplay. She will say something like, “Does my girl feel like giving me a blow job tonight?” (Meaning oral sex ). I always respond. “Yes.” “Then get down there girl and do your thing. Does sucking cock make my girl wet?” She inquirers. And I respond “Yes.” “Mmmm, that’s a good girl. You do that so well. You are just a natural born cock sucker. Put that butt of yours in the air for all to see that pretty and inviting pussy of yours. Guess what? A guy just came in. My God! He saw that pussy and is taking off his clothes. Keep sucking sweet heart. Would you like to fuck my girl?” She asks the intruder. “He said ‘yes’, sweetheart. You don’t mind do you my lovely little girl? He is very hard. “No.” I reply. “Then tell him, sweetie.” “Please, fuck me, sir.” I respond. “That’s a good girl. You keep sucking while he fucks you. Is he hard? Does he full that wet moist pussy of yours? “Yes.” I answer. “Well, then, tell him how much you are enjoying this.” “Oh, that feels sooo good, sir. He touches me in just the right spot.” I explain. “ I’m in heaven with one cock in my mouth and another in my cunt. I’m just a littlee sex toy. ” I moan with girlish delight. “Tell me when he cums and tell me what you feel, sweetie.” My wife requests. And soon I tell her. “Oh my God! He exploded with such force.” “That’s a good girl, but I’m not ready for you, yet. I just asked him if there was someone else outside and he told me there was, so I told him to tell him to come in. My girl would like to see how many men she can please in one night.” And the process continues until my wife is satisfied and then she’ll say. “OK, now it’s my turn. Spread your legs. Oh, my girl is so wet. I slide in so easily to that lovely pussy.” The sex is fantastic. We are both well satisfied when it’s over. I enjoy this so much that I have started engaging in phone sex with men. I disguise my voice so that they think I’m female. As a female it seems perfectly natural to have sex with men. It makes me feel so loved and so fulfilled as a female that I enjoy nothing more. Am I a transsexual and have denied it all these years? Sex Reverse Role Play

I have always enjoyed cross dressing. Although, I felt like more than just a cross dresser because:

1.I’m not happy hiding in the closet.
2.I feet more sensitive and emotional than the average male. (I cry at Hallmark cards)
3.I dressed from age four, but masturbation was not part of it until my first wet dream at age 20.
4.I have a traditional female perspective with regard to my virtue. I saved myself until marriage and have always been faithful to both wives. (my only sexual partners)

Despite this, I never considered myself transsexual as:

1.I have never had a homosexual experience.
2.I’m not effeminate.
3.I would not pass well as female.
4.The societal sigma has caused me to reject the notion.

However, for the twenty five years of my marriage to my second wife, my wife and I sleep in soft feminine nightgowns. She is not a lesbian and not masculine in any way and yet the sexual role play that is part of every sexual activity usually goes as follows. ( I apologize if this is too graphic. I should also point out that physically the sex is completely normal.)

Our favorite position is one where I am on top with my legs spread straddling her. That frees her hands to play with my little breasts and pull on my nipples. But, first we engage in some foreplay. She will say something like, “Does my girl feel like giving me a blow job tonight?” (Meaning oral sex ). I always respond. “Yes.” “Then get down there girl and do your thing. Does sucking cock make my girl wet?” She inquirers. And I respond “Yes.” “Mmmm, that’s a good girl. You do that so well. You are just a natural born cock sucker. Put that butt of yours in the air for all to see that pretty and inviting pussy of yours. Guess what? A guy just came in. My God! He saw that pussy and is taking off his clothes. Keep sucking sweet heart. Would you like to fuck my girl?” She asks the intruder. “He said ‘yes’, sweetheart. You don’t mind do you my lovely little girl? He is very hard. “No.” I reply. “Then tell him, sweetie.” “Please, fuck me, sir.” I respond. “That’s a good girl. You keep sucking while he fucks you. Is he hard? Does he full that wet moist pussy of yours? “Yes.” I answer. “Well, then, tell him how much you are enjoying this.” “Oh, that feels sooo good, sir. He touches me in just the right spot.” I explain. “ I’m in heaven with one cock in my mouth and another in my cunt. I’m just a littlee sex toy. ” I moan with girlish delight. “Tell me when he cums and tell me what you feel, sweetie.” My wife requests. And soon I tell her. “Oh my God! He exploded with such force.” “That’s a good girl, but I’m not ready for you, yet. I just asked him if there was someone else outside and he told me there was, so I told him to tell him to come in. My girl would like to see how many men she can please in one night.” And the process continues until my wife is satisfied and then she’ll say. “OK, now it’s my turn. Spread your legs. Oh, my girl is so wet. I slide in so easily to that lovely pussy.”

The sex is fantastic. We are both well satisfied when it’s over. I enjoy this so much that I have started engaging in phone sex with men. I disguise my voice so that they think I’m female. As a female it seems perfectly natural to have sex with men. It makes me feel so loved and so fulfilled as a female that I enjoy nothing more.

Am I a transsexual and have denied it all these years?

]]> By: Kay http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/am-i-transsexual-in-the-beginning/comment-page-4/#comment-5375 Kay Mon, 26 Jul 2010 16:41:43 +0000 http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/?p=1374#comment-5375 My earliest story is this: The girl next door would come over and play house with my brother, who is one year older. They were the Mom and Dad and I was the baby girl. This was definitely pre-school, so I;m guessing that I was about 4. I found a little nightgown that one of sisters must of had and ran around the back yard. Maybe, someone said something, because after that I always dressed in secret and was never caught. Except maybe once, The family were all in an enclosed porch watching TV. It was a hot summer night. I went upstairs to my sisters room where one of had a cute bikini that I was dying to try on. I might have been 12-13. I put it on, slipped a bathrobe over it, exited the front door, walked around to the back, disrobed and dived into the pool. Anyone could have heard me and maybe decided to join me and I would have been trapped with no place to hide. But no one did. After my swim I reversed the process and returned to the family room. The phone rang. They asked for me. girl, maybe the one who lived behind us, said, "I saw you" and hung up. Another word was never spoken. Kay My earliest story is this: The girl next door would come over and play house with my brother, who is one year older. They were the Mom and Dad and I was the baby girl. This was definitely pre-school, so I;m guessing that I was about 4. I found a little nightgown that one of sisters must of had and ran around the back yard. Maybe, someone said something, because after that I always dressed in secret and was never caught. Except maybe once, The family were all in an enclosed porch watching TV. It was a hot summer night. I went upstairs to my sisters room where one of had a cute bikini that I was dying to try on. I might have been 12-13. I put it on, slipped a bathrobe over it, exited the front door, walked around to the back, disrobed and dived into the pool. Anyone could have heard me and maybe decided to join me and I would have been trapped with no place to hide. But no one did. After my swim I reversed the process and returned to the family room. The phone rang. They asked for me. girl, maybe the one who lived behind us, said, "I saw you" and hung up. Another word was never spoken.
Kay

]]> By: Vanessa Law http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/am-i-transsexual-in-the-beginning/comment-page-4/#comment-5374 Vanessa Law Wed, 23 Jun 2010 01:26:21 +0000 http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/?p=1374#comment-5374 Wow! That's an early start, so wonderful your mom was so supportive :) Wow! That's an early start, so wonderful your mom was so supportive :)

]]> By: Leslee http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/am-i-transsexual-in-the-beginning/comment-page-4/#comment-5373 Leslee Tue, 22 Jun 2010 23:39:25 +0000 http://www.crossdresserheaven.com/?p=1374#comment-5373 Wow ,so many good stories. I remember having a poem read to me about how girls were made of sugar and spice and everything nice. I was about 3 years old and I just came right out and asked my mother when could I become a girl. She really didnt know how to answer that but I soon started wearing items here and there of my moms. By age 7-8 I had purchased a few items of female cloths and was regularly wearing panties and nylons under my male cloths. She found them but alowed me to have them anyway. I remember having her say I was her special child once and I knew exactly what she was saying. I never did like sports like my brother but would much rather have engaged in more female activities. Wow ,so many good stories. I remember having a poem read to me about how girls were made of sugar and spice and everything nice. I was about 3 years old and I just came right out and asked my mother when could I become a girl. She really didnt know how to answer that but I soon started wearing items here and there of my moms. By age 7-8 I had purchased a few items of female cloths and was regularly wearing panties and nylons under my male cloths. She found them but alowed me to have them anyway. I remember having her say I was her special child once and I knew exactly what she was saying. I never did like sports like my brother but would much rather have engaged in more female activities.

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