Hello I'm Satesha In the past I haven't been a very nice person to some of my close family and have hurt them by saying hurtful things. I am very sorry for any hurt I have caused especially to my wife who I love and my children. I cope with a lot of these feelings by cross dressing which makes my heart softer and I can express myself much better as a woman than I can as a man. I am gradually coming out, my wife now knows that I cross dress on a regular basis and we are now in a far more loving relationship since I have told her I cross dress. She now buys me clothes. I am thinking of gradually coming out to other members of my family as well. I have found wonderful friends on CDH who are helping me with their loving kindness and I hope any other girls like me can also find love and friendship. Satesha xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx