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by theunrealangelawagner
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I did it. I really did it. I went out in public for the first time as Angela. Look! I have photographic proof! For my venue, I was inspired by many of you who went to museums en femme. So I went to a local museum, and that was a great decision. I was able to leisurely stroll at my own pace from room to room, blending in with the other patrons who were more interested in looking at the exhibits than looking at me. It was uneventful — nothing unusual happened — which is exactly the way I wanted it to go. But there was one part that was unexpected. I was understandably nervous leading up to this, and I thought I would be nervous throughout the whole process. But no. Once I got to the museum, I was in the moment, and my fear went away. And I was able to enjoy myself. A lot. I am so so so sooooo glad I did this. And yes, I’m proud of myself. Proud that I did something so amazing that was waaaayyyyy out of my comfort zone. What a unique experience! And there’s something else I need to say. This would not have happened without you glorious ladies of CDH. The idea of going out in public as Angela has been on my mind ever since I got back into crossdressing. But I always assumed that it would never happen. I couldn’t pull it off, didn’t have the guts. A nice fantasy, an impossible dream. Then I joined CDH, and that changed. Learning about so many of you in similar situations as mine and with the same issues. Reading the success stories of those who overcame their fears and decided to act. All of the feedback and advice I’ve received from so many of you. The compliments and kind words. Your encouragement and support. Your friendship and, most important, your love. All of it gave me the confidence and courage to turn my dream into a reality. To put it simply, you empower me. So to all if you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. This is a wonderful day.

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Angela Wagner

Even as a boy, I thought girl’s clothing was more interesting than boy’s clothing. I dabbled with crossdressing in my early 20’s trying on my sisters’ clothes — but didn’t take it very far because very little fit me. Eventually my attention turned to my career — getting my degree and teaching at a university. So my crossdressing laid dormant for decades. But the itch never totally went away. When I retired, I realized that the time was right to try my hand at crossdressing again. Except this time I got serious. The internet provided me with women’s apparel that actually fit me — and delivered it to my front door. YouTube taught me how to apply makeup and other tricks to feminize my appearance. And I had the time and freedom to experiment. The result is that I was able to create Angela, a woman whose beauty and femininity exceeded my wildest expectations. I’m sorry if that sounds vain, but I’ll never forget the first time I saw her in the mirror, fully realized, staring back at me. What a rush! If only my 20-something self could see me now! I joined Crossdresser Heaven about three months after I got back into crossdressing, and it changed my life. The support and love I feel from this community has given me the confidence and courage to take my crossdressing to the next level. I now go out in public as Angela — something that I honestly thought I would never do when I began my crossdressing journey. So what’s next? Going shopping with my CDH friends, a professional makeover, and a convention or two. Stay tuned.

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    Emma Adler
    Lady
    Active Member
    1 year ago

    I love love love this! So inspiring!

    JackieBoy
    Baroness
    Famed Member
    1 year ago

    It only gets easier. Hopefully you will be calm the next time and just get to express and enjoy your female time. So happy for you

    JackieBoy
    Baroness
    Famed Member
    1 year ago
    Reply to  Angela Wagner

    Exactly, and a glass of wine doesn’t hurt either.

    Mona
    Duchess
    Noble Member
    1 year ago

    Awesome…so great to hear about this major milestone, Angela. So happy for you – thanks for sharing.

    Rozalyn Richards
    Lady
    Trusted Member
    1 year ago

    Well done Angela, onwards and upwards till the next time out,
    Hugs Rozalyn X

    Steffanie
    Baroness
    Active Member
    1 year ago

    It’s wonderful to hear of your success of being out in public for the first time! That is huge! It’s such a scary/wonderful experience all at the same time. I’m glad you made it happen and I’m sure it will be more of an everyday happening from now on. It gets to be more enjoyable as you go. Thank you for sharing! Take care.

    Fiona Black
    Baroness
    Trusted Member
    1 year ago

    Congrats Angela! You look super for a first time out. I’m so happy you got to experience that thrill. It took me about a half dozen outings until I started feeling really comfortable but, as that new confidence builds, you will find yourself able to have many, many more exciting, wonderful experiences. Enjoy this new stage of your dressing journey. And I agree – the experiences and input from many gals here at CDH help convince me to go out in public and I am so glad I did. You will be too.

    Fiona

    Kris Burton
    Lady
    Trusted Member
    1 year ago

    How wonderful Angela – you did it, and are looking great while doing it! Congrats – and best wishes for many more! 

    zeezee
    Duchess
    Noble Member
    11 months ago

    I am so glad that you were so successful in your ‘coming out’. You look great!

    Brianna Straw
    Lady
    Member
    9 months ago

    So wonderful! What a way to greet the world as Angela. I’m just getting to look at all your beautiful pictures and reading your comments. So nice and genuine. B

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