Hello everybody. I’m a new contributor. I’m bigender and my two names are Trev(or) and Lisa. Please refer to me as Lisa and, when I see that it will switch me to female.
My body is male but my brain is wired both male and female so I’m both a man and a woman. I’ve known about this for only about a year. I often think of my two sides as brother and sister and it does cause some funny incidents I’d like to post. I hope some will enjoy these, perhaps lightening their way a bit. I’d like that to happen. These incidents are about me and refer to no-one else.
Lisa, my female side, has had to go through a process of maturation and when I first noticed this she was a little girl of about four. She used to hang around me and look into my face with those big eyes as a little girl will do, curious about this person who is different from her and her mother. She was maturing fast and soon she was eight. There was sibling rivalry between Trev and Lisa and I had to insist on amicable debate only. It could get quite lively at times.
Suddenly puberty hit Lisa and she went very quiet. I had to point out to her that it happens to all girls and was normal. I had a pre-teen on my hands. She eventually emerged as a pretty teenager, very close to me but insisting on her own space. It was clear that Lisa wasn’t a child any more. She is a nice feminine young woman and I do appreciate her.
This dual nature of mine has thrown up some interesting things. I live alone but truly a man and a woman live here so every thing is both his and hers, except the model railway and stamp collection which don’t interest Lisa- boring boys’ stuff. She is interested in clothes and that’s where it’s going to get interesting. My wardrobes are stuffed with men’s clothes and Lisa wants her own. Some of Trev’s will have to make way for hers and he will protest. Lisa is a girl and wants clothes of her own. I have bought her first few items, including a dress and a skirt. Trev grumbled about having them in with his stuff but they are there and he has to put up with it. Duh.
Lisa’s skirt is only 15in long but I have nice legs despite my age and I look all right in it. She likes miniskirts and I will ensure that modesty is preserved. Trev has teased Lisa but she is more than a match for him and can assume an attitude of frosty disdain. He had to retreat but I know he will tease her again.
I can be Lisa wearing men’s clothes but she is very femme and wants her own. I had hoped to get away with wearing my men’s briefs under a dress but Lisa won’t have it. She wants panties so I’ll have to get them. Publicly I am male so it will be mortification taking panties to a till. Duh.
I do need a bit of advice. I have nice healthy fingernails, manicured man style, but would like to feminize them when I dress up. I don’t want to risk spoiling them by sticking anything to them and I wonder if you can get clip-on ones to achieve temporarily the long ones Lisa would like. Does anyone know about this?
This posting is getting long so I’ll end it here, although. I have plenty more to write about. Girl hugs to all.
Thank you Lisa for sharing your beautiful story about accepting both genders inside you. It is a struggle that many crossdressers face. You can find more crossdresser success stories here.
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