Cheryl goes out for the evening

My story is probably like many of you that have gone before me. I have been cross dressing off and on since I was 12. I got married and had a son doing what is normal for a guy, but even though I suppressed my feelings for dressing, they were always there. I would dress when I was out of town for work and I have gone out mainly at night in the car driving around. Yes, I mainly dressed for myself in the closet. My feelings when I dressed were becoming stronger that I really love being Cheryl and my personality both dressed as Cheryl and when I couldn't dress definitely shows my feminine side. Cheryl is definitely taking over my thoughts. My desire to go out as Cheryl has been brewing for years and I finally worked up to where I needed to get out.

My story is probably like many of you that have gone before me. I have been cross-dressing off and on since I was 12.

I got married and had a son, doing what is normal for a guy, but even though I suppressed my feelings for dressing, they were always there. I would dress when I was out of town for work and would go out driving the car, mainly at night. Yes, I mostly dressed for myself in the closet. The feeling that I really loved being Cheryl when dressed was becoming stronger, and my personality, both dressed as Cheryl and when I couldn't dress, definitely showed my feminine side.

Cheryl is taking over my thoughts. My desire to go out as Cheryl has been brewing for years and I finally worked up to the point where I needed to get out.

We have a local store in the Chicago area called Transformations by Rori, that hosts a TG party at a local bar. I have thought about going to that party for years but I have chickened out more times than I care to mention: Last Thursday, I finally worked up my courage to go there.

I got a hotel room nearby so I could dress since my wife does not outwardly acknowledge my dressing (I think she knows since she suggested that I pierce my ears). I selected my blue dress, to wear with nude hose and black heels. I wore my blue dangle earrings and matching necklace. I even changed the band on my Fitbit to light blue for the occasion!

I was really nervous, but when the time came to leave, I put on my puffer coat and out of the room I went.

It was a cool night at about 38 degrees with a slight breeze. The feeling of the night air on my legs was amazing as I left the hotel, hearing my heels click on the pavement.

I drove to the parking garage and took the elevator down. When the door opened, a woman was getting on as I left; she said 'hi'. I returned the hi in my best Cheryl voice; it was a nice interaction.

As I walked down the street to the bar, I passed several people who did not really seem to care. I walked into the bar, found the group and was welcomed immediately. I introduced myself to everyone.

It was a wonderful evening talking with the other girls and to think that I was so nervous about going. There were several girls that got up to dance to the music being played on the piano, with everyone enjoying themselves. I didn't dance this time, but I definitely plan to go there again, to dance and let myself go. My fun this time was just meeting everyone and talking.

Now, I need to plan my next outing. Something I have always wanted to do is go shopping dressed as Cheryl as, so far, shopping in drab and Amazon has been the norm. I think this is going to be my next adventure which I will try to share. I have started getting leggings and flats for the shopping trip; I am hoping that I can do this soon.

I hope this article will help someone realize that going out may be scary, but it is well worth it. It took me way too long!