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Hi everyone.
it's been a month since I joined CDH and I’m constantly amazed and enlightened by the wonderful stories, advice and thought provoking topics posted. This has helped me try to find myself but think there is more to me than meets the eye…
There seems to be 2 Rachael’s. How so you may ask.
Raunchy Rachael is attracted to CD’s and women, yet is too shy to venture out in public. See my one and only published photo.
Respectable Rachael dresses a lot more conservatively and is attracted to shopping and finding great bargains! She will venture out when the opportunity exists. See the recent Close Encounters article.
I realize that may be 2 sides of the same coin, but is there anyone else out there with multiple en femme personas?
Hugs,
Rachael
@clt Rachael, I believe that all of us crossdressers have 2 completely different fem personas. The first is the one that likes to dress so sexy at home because her male side loves it, and has never had the opportunity to dress that way when we were young. The second personality is the shy girl who wants to go out and be seen, ( but not really noticed)but not as that other girl that I just described. But both of these girls are very happy to be who they are whenever they can.
@jennconn thank you Jen. It’s good to know that it’s not weird to feel and be this way.
Hugs,
Rachael
@clt There's posey Anna who loves photoshoots, petticoats, swing dresses and would love to be a model (have done so occasionally).
Then there's everyday Anna who wears jersey dresses, hippy clothes, works from home and ventures out from time to time.
@annaredhead thanks Anna. Comforting to hear that the are other CDs out there with multiple personalities.
hugs
Rachael
@clt I understand your point, but the same logic would indicate that there are two Melodees - one that is hungry and one that is not.
Feelings fluctuate over the course of a day/week/month/etc due to internal changes or external changes, or both.
To my mind, this doesn't make me multiple people, it just means I'm human and my feelings on any given topic ebb and flow. 🙂
@melodeescarlet thank you for the feedback. Maybe I’m got so good at explaining the situation but for me it’s more than just a feeling. My actions, desires, behaviors, mental state are all different when I take on the different personas.
Hugs,
Rachael
I think there is a bit of the Dr Jekyll and Miss Hyde in all of us and that makes life interesting. To paraphrase the Almond Joy commercial, sometimes I feel like a slut, sometimes I don't.
@michellemybell thank you for the feedback. I think I must be an almond joy. Fun size 😊.
