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It had been more than a month, maybe closer to two since I was able to have some nice time to reconnect with my inner fem self. It isn't like I haven't thought about it everyday. Today, the closet walls were closing in on me.
It has only been about six months since I first allowed myself to express myself in this way fully. I say fully, it has been about 3 years give or take that I started growing my hair and decided I wanted to look better in other ways, the biggest is a 50+ lb weight loss spread out over those 3 years. With long hair and my weight goals in sight, I tried dressing in male clothes that showed a softer side, maybe even suggesting some femininity in my attire, but it was still male attire. May of this year that changed with my 1st dress purchase. Little did I realize how that made some other things seem absolutely necessary. Of course, proper undies, next some accessories like a wrist wallet and some cheap jewelry . Ballet flats were not cutting it so my first pair of shoes was a really big deal. Shopping for shoes had been the biggest challenge yet.I love the choice I made. But being summer in North Carolina, I was not ready for hose until today. Black thigh highs. I did not think it would be a big deal.I never really found the feel of my dress or undies on me was that provocative, but today, those stockings, that was something. I was also really happy with the way my legs looked.
Since I never dress when I am home for domestic reasons, I headed out with my wardrobe stashed in the back of the car. Working my way to a different county I dressed along the route. There is an airport overlook parking area here in Charlotte that has a real mix of visitors. Part of the mix is often some older retired guys and I had a nice conversation with one today. Since this is at the airport very nears the runways, police often driver through so everyone behaves, but this gentleman certainly let me know he was enjoying our casual conversation and sexual overtones crept in often. Of course, since he seemed to be mostly looking at me below the waist, I did give him plenty of leg to look at, again as this was my first time ever out in hose. What a wonderful way to spend a few hours.
Thank you CDH for giving me the space to get these feelings and experiences out.
Jamie, I enjoy reading your intro and in many ways it's so familiar to many here including me. Isn't it quite something special when we purchased that first piece of feminine clothing and how it spirals into more with what we are wanting to add. And that first dress, for me it was a wonderful moment and one that really started my love for dressing. Nice having you here with us and meeting with you.
Stephanie 🌹
Welcome Jamie!
Hey there Stephanie
Hard to say what the next "thing" will be. Make Up? Girlish haircut? Nail Polish? or maybe just being able to wear a slightly inappropriate length skirt. Just hope I will have someone to share all this with.