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So, as time passes, I get more dressing experiences under my belt. I'm starting to be less careful about hiding my dressing, and caring less if anyone notices. I just did a load of laundry and hung my clothes out on the line to dry. This included 5 pair of panties in various colors/styles, 2 bikini swim bottoms (I've taken a liking to using them for comfortable, all day tucking), 1 gaff, and a running skirt. My clothes line is clearly visible to the neighbors and anyone driving or walking by on the street. Not to mention, I hung the laundry out while wearing another black running skirt. I think I push the limits more and more, because deep down inside, I don't want to be in the closet or hiding anymore...
Am I the only one pushing the limits of what will eventually get me "caught"? Do you other girls think that others maybe know more about our dressing than we think or admit to ourselves?
Birel
Briel,
If I said that I wasn't pushing the limits, I would be lying to myself, and laughable. About 4.5 years ago, I decided that it was more important to be me than hiding. Today, I dress as I wish to take care of my business about town. I will admit that I am less overt concerning family and work, but I no longer dress completely masculine. And it is also important that I do not mask that I am a man (my goatee and military short haircut would make that difficult.) whether I am wearing a dress or something more androgynous.
MacKenzie Alexandra
"Getting caught" implies that we are doing something wrong.
Briel. I too have found that I am being less careful if who knows/sees me dressed. Recently I’ve gone to physical therapy dressed in girls Jean shorts, panties, cameo, a girl top and my girl sandals. Wearing a bit of eye shadow, mascara lip stick and my girl sandals. The lipstick is a neutral color and the top could have passed as “men’s” but I did it! Yesterday I had a few hours to try a new wig so I dressed, light makeup and went outside to go in the basement. Nervous as all get out but I did it! I live in a small town where everyone knows your name so am I hoping to get caught?
Thanks for your post
Hugs…Billie
Hi Birel I believe it is quite normal to feel the way you do in fact I think it is alot more healthier for you emotionally. You are out and exposed to the outside world.What could be healthier You are letting the neighbor's know who you are and it is up to them how they want to treat you. You on the other hand have said you donot care I am who I am. Love me or hate me it does no matter You have decided to just get on with your life. Good for you. Luv Stephanie
Yeah, I don't really like the word, "caught" either. Maybe, "my true self discovered by others" would be a better description.
Birel
Good point Robyn. Getting caught implies doing something wrong. I need to get over that. Thank you!
We all want to be feminine and beautiful. Its isolating and hard keeping our secret and not good for our mental health so I think deep down we all want to be seen and accepted. Its just natural.
Hi Birel
Yes I am slipping more and more Bianca into my daily life and nobody notices or cares enough to comment. Shaving all my body hair, gradually shaping and thinning my eyebrows, wearing scents advertised for women, women’s jeans, tee shirts, sneakers. Less black brown beige, more pastels pinks Summer colours. And yes hanging my underwear out to dry, but I have a cover story, an 18 year old daughter! But again never had to lie and say my underwear is hers. And she would never do anything as mundane as hanging up/bringing in the washing🤣
Slowly letting ‘me’ out more and more.
If overtly feminine, a dress, skirt heels I would still slip into full femme with a wig and make up. My beautiful disguise.
❤️Bianca
Hello Birel, It is possible that you are right in what you say, as we do more CD we get more adventurous in our ways. Like yourself, I have started putting my washing outside on the clothes line, knickers/bra/tights & skirts/tops. The difference in my case is that the neighbours know about my CD as I told them at the beginning of the year. I frequently go in to the garden fully dressed & talk to them so no problem there. The line is also on full view to anyone who walks along our rear allyway, so that is a bit daring I suppose. I have also been going out in public more this year then ever before, so there is a chance of getting caught by someone I know & does not know about my CD, oh well it is to late now. love, Helenmarie
I am not nearly as careful as I should be. I was in my yard and somehow the Fed ex guy snuck a big white truck in the drive way. He walked around the house and requested a signature. Of course Michelle signed. Why wouldn't ?
Hi Briel it’s definitely the “I really don’t care anymore”category for me. Soon I think soon......💕💋 Katie
I too find myself pushing the limits, Birel.
I take the garbage to the front yard late afternoon fully dressed, I water the plants in the back yard, fully dressed, I only wear female shorts and T-shirts now complete with padded bra when out and about,
my girl yearns to be out and the more she is, the further I push.
One day soon Im sure of it
Hugs, Regi👸💕
Since been on HRT been more out then any other time. Work wear the limit in fem clothes where safety allowed. When off or at home more out going places like stores or visiting with some friends. Come the end of year be perm out.
Donna
hypervigilance still rules around here.Had no close neighbors when I moved here, but plunk, new house landed next door less than a year later, and, even before COVID, there's always someone home, it seems. Once in awhile, I can wait till dark, turn off outside lights, risking tripping, and go sit on the back deck as Kelli.
