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Hi girls, you're probably wondering what the title of this post is referring to. The truth is that for a couple of years I've been using face-changing apps, because I can't put on makeup or wear a wig because of my family and I had felt comfortable until now, but lately I feel like the woman's face that the app produces is not my real self. Even without makeup and wig and wearing only feminine clothes, I feel like my feminine self is the same masculine now. It's as if my feminine and masculine faces were now one and in my masculine face I now discover the femininity that I couldn't perceive before. Now I can see my face as the face of a lady without the need for makeup or any wig. Well, girl, that's what I wanted to tell you. I love you all. Hugs.
@romanticale I started using an app as like many my makeup skills were pretty bad. and it gave me confidence. also the app helped me find River and gave me a goal. after alot of practice , trial and error. lots and lots of error. I got closer and closer to replication of what the app showed me. It became a training tool fixing one little thing at a time. Until I got to the point where I prefer the real thing. but its a tool like anything else. some nights when I don't hit the mark or if im just lazy and I still want to be happy looking in the proverbial mirror then I play with the app. so many different looks so fast , easy and flawless. but there is nothing like the real thing. nowadays I rarely use it at all except occasionally the app camera with no effects. or just lighting effects as there are so many to play with it's just pure Fun.
. Cheers RC
Awwww that sounds so nice just being yourself and appreciating your appearance and your feminine face has come out. Thankyou for sharing this
Alexandra -
That is wonderful that you are able to see your beautiful self
XOXO
Suzanne
Hi Alexandra!
I celebrate your growing acceptance of yourself! That's awesome!
A face changing feminine filter on an app called snap-chat was one of the things that lead me to CDH in the first place. I use that snap as my profile photo. When I took that snap, I was amazed and just got the feeling that I have to meet her in the mirror one day. I still have yet to delve into makeup...
Hugs,
Autumn
Your femininity is beautiful, which means YOU are beautiful!
Hugs!
Shawna
Alexandra,
I can empathsize with you. When I first embrace my being transgender in earnest (before I even considered myself transgender), I tried to present as a woman (wig and makeup) in the manner that I though I was suppose to. However, it never felt right. I felt like I was hiding who I was, and was present someone else.
My ephinany came when I realized and acknowledged that I did not want to be a woman. I want to me. It was only after shucking the wig, and presenting as the man that I am regardless of my clothing, I felt like I was not hiding.
It has been almost a decade since that moment. I have not outwardly presented as a woman since. I have dabbled a little with makeup as I am still intrigued with such, but it is not important. Today, I dress as I wish which is usually feminine wear, and I generally wear a bra fulltime for support regardless of my outfit. Yet, I make no effort to hide that I am a man. My hair is military short (something that I have kept since high school and active duty), and I sport a neatly trimmed mustache and goatee (something my wife adores).
I am me, and I am happy.
MacKenzie Alexandra
