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When I am Paulette it is as if a switch is thrown and my brain goes from "guy" mode to "girl" mode. I find myself naturally adopting feminine mannerisms in the way I sit, walk and my gestures. My tastes in films and music go from war movies and "oldies" to romantic comedies and love songs. I revert from reading Sci-Fi to romantic novels. Even my taste in wine goes from the 'reds' to the 'whites'. I feel totally feminine! Now, I'm sure some ‘amateur psychologist’ would call this "Borderline Multiple Personality Disorder". However, I think what really happens is when I open up the 'dark dungeon' (so many guys desperately try to keep locked), my feminine side is released to be her true self, and it is wonderful! I was wondering if any of you feel or have felt this way? Hugs to you all, Paulette
Yes Paulette I feel same xx
Paulette,
Yes indeed - especially the mannerisms…. However, and perhaps interestingly, my tastes in movies/music/etc… don’t really change - but what I see in them, and feel from them, does….and as you’ve noted, in wonderful ways…
Marcellette
I don't know what you're talking about, Paulette: I always sort the cutlery by size and style when in sweats and t-shirt! 🙂
I actually just proved your point in skirt and heels while emptying the dishwasher.
On a positive note, I can reach the high shelves in heels!
I used to find the same effect
Over time girl-me and boy-me are just part of who I am - the two are merging together - in some ways I am more Alicen all the time whatever this new me is 🙂
When I crossdress I am just me having the chance to be fully femininely me.
Melissa you just gave me my laugh for the day!
Hi Alicen, Thank you for your insight. I am beginning to understand what you mean. I find myself in 'boy' mode being much more observant about fashion, makeup, etc. More importantly, my new-found femininity has made me a much more sensitive about the feelings of others. It has certainly made me a better spouse. Hugs, Paulette
“Stand back, PUNK! I’m about to go girly on ya and I’m packing missiles! And these two lovelies got your name on them!”
There really should be a crossdressing Marvel character.
Oh, for sure, Paulette! I get all Thelma & Louise once I finish my transformation! And sometimes I feel the strength of the stoic Bionic Woman 👩 or the sinister cunning of Glenn Close in Damages.
And sometimes I like to sing and dance like Agnes or Lady Gaga.
And I feel soooo free and me!!
🤗 Barb 💃💃
Hi Paulette!
Hey, relax, as CDs, we have one personality with two blended parts, male & female, at least that is my unprofessional opinion. I saw someone bandy about a term like "dissociative identity disorder" in another forum. Whew, that's Ph.D. theoretical stuff. So, back to the real world of being a CD. Oh, yes, it is a rush, a.k.a. the Pink Fog, when we get all dolled up! Our brains sort of shift into female mode. The lipstick goes on, and you slip your tootsies into your heels. Oh honey, now your brain is burning up in hyper-female overdrive!
Actually, even in guy-mode, I view many people, places, and things, as a female would, I.E. it is part & parcel of my one personality.
When in female mode, we should have at least a minimal "switch" thrown in our head, such as our walking mannerism. Ladies walk like ladies, guys stride down the street like guys.
I was in a "support group" years ago, where the group deteriorated to the members doing guy stuff, looking like guys, acting like guys, and sounding like guys. Since there was no support any longer for female issues, I left the group.
Paulette, I would say you are just finding your way along this fantastic journey of cross dressing. You are in the right place, among your lady friends, so just keep talking away to your CDH girlfriends.
Hugs from Peggy Sue
Paulette when I dress I feel so feminine and as time goes by the femininity stays with me even in guy mode. I don't know how to explain it but it feels good.
Hugs, Liara
I had those thoughts and in time I realised that I had a stronger female side than male. I feel that my guise is actually the real person. The 'male' traits are still there but glide effortlessly into the female and happily co exist into one.
Can I have my psychology degree please...
Hi Paulette i have the same feeling when ever I'm Roz ,
I seem to be more relaxed and peaceful than my male self, it as if I've just Turned a switch on , my masculinity as suddenly disappeared and my femininety as kicked in,
Hugs Roz X
That should say Has Disappeared and Has kicked in, lol XX
🥇grade A pass 🥇. xx
Peggy Sue...can I just say....I love your pictures...so natural xx
Hi.
I must admit, I think my brain is well cooked!!!....I live as grace 100% of the time when not at work. It's simply shop to live as grace...even when I need drab...it's still grace doing the shopping..sorry, I'm just a hopless case..
Grace xx
