Haircut dream

I've seen a lot of talk - not necessarily here, but elsewhere about the ways the pandemic has affected out subconscious and dreams. Maybe the only time this stuck out to me actually relates to my gender image.

Whether as man or women, I know most of us are struggling with our hair right now and as I wait for an opportune time for my wife to attempt to help me I had a dream about just slicing a lot off like I used to in my bachelor days. In this one - without wanting to tell her I ran a straight razor against the sides of my head and found the top to hang down in a beautifully feminine way. I saw myself in the mirror - even still with stubble, to look the most like a woman I ever have (as opposed to a girl as I would be mistaken for with my prepubescent long hair). It was a real wonderful moment and I wondered how my wife would react. I wasn't even trying to do anything, it just came out that way! This was probably the most vivid transformation I have experienced even in my dreams, surprisingly as that kind of thing has not been on my mind as much lately.

I am not sure whether this was before or after I saw that a former bandmate of mine had come out as genderqueer which has definitely made me think about it all differently lately. I think it wasn't and maybe it was premonition, but seeing his pictures fully dressed, but still distinctly male (including facial hair) from the neck up wasn't a terribly different image.