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Well ladies, on Monday Haley stepped out and turned herself loose on the general public! Years of dreaming and dressing, from panties, pantyhose, lingerie, and slutwear to actually preparing myself mentally and, as well as I am able, physically to get in the car in the pouring down rain, drive 25 miles, get out of the car in the parking lot with people all around (OMG, do I look ridiculous? At least it stopped raining! Must have looked down you know where 20 times to make sure! How is my gait? Hold my clutch by the strap, or hold it up in my hand?), and present Haley to the public, in the daylight, in my size 7 skinny jeans and my black lace top with the rose, in my size 13 ladies sandals, full makeup, my beautiful ginger wig (go ahead, ask😉), and my toenails painted to match my jeans. I freakin’ did it! Barb and I had talked for hours the previous day, so she was only surprised by the visual, but I’m not sure and neither is she exactly how she felt about it all. For me, I found it liberating, enlightening, and to a certain degree it legitimized Haley’s feelings that live within me. Yes, she is real, she has a presence, she can look and act like my mother, and she expects and deserves at least a little attention. Driving home I knew I wanted to go out again soon, with more people in a more lively environment, different, not as light, music, more party-oriented. Thought that would be fun, so...
Which brings me to why, as we all have our reasons. I have always been open as to my why, sometimes to the chagrin of admin. So simply put, Haley met someone that has always treated her like a lady, and that has encouraged her to blossom. Doesn’t every girl want to be told how beautiful she is, to be pulled close and hugged, arm around her waist? It’s an emotion and feeling that I never experienced as a man, although my life has not been boring. Nothing has quite taken my breath away like that feeling, and I want more...simply put🥰
Well, Friday is that man’s birthday, and him, Haley and M (a GG friend of mine) are going out for a birthday drink. My first outing in the evening, I’ll be in a somewhat protected environment, with people that care about me, and in my red dress...and I can’t wait! Again I will have a chance to learn more about myself...and how others react to me when out. Just don’t call me a freakin’ tranny unless you really want to piss this girl off...but that’s a topic for another thread🙃
Haley😘
Sounds like you've already had a great time, and are looking forward to another! Enjoy the happy times!
Bridgette
Three cheers for Haley!
Diane
Awww . There’s a smile on my face while reading this. So happy for you and hopefully one day when I sort things out and “woman up” i will present Alisha to the outside world.
Way to go, Haley!!! You sound like you had such a great time that there's definitely no holding you back now!!! Based on your public pics, you are ALL girl, so you have a great time on your night out and be safe! I hope we get to see you in that red dress!
Okay, I'll ask....what about your beautiful, ginger wig? 🙂
*kisses* tara 🙂
I'm so glad to hear you are making the break to let your femme side into the world, and what an awesome description too! My feelings are very similar to yours. Being out in the world and interacting with people as Amy helps to make me feel more feminine, and the odd time I get a few looks at my breasts or legs, which makes me feel good. Not that I ever want to get picked up, not my style, but it makes me feel like I'm doing my presentation well.
Certainly one will get "made" from time to time, and that has happened to me, but no one has said or done anything bad to me. Just a funny look or something.
So let us know how the birthday outing goes too! I can't wait to hear that story!
Amy
Excellent day out Haley. I am glad it went so well for you.
I can tell you from experience, the first time in public with your male friend will be a very special and memorable night. The very first time Vincent took me out for dinner, drinks and dancing is still so very vivid in my memory. Every door held open for you, your chair pulled back for you sit, just everything a man does for a woman.
Enjoy the night you will have, and all that follow hon. Be patient and don't rush things, just let it happen.
PaulaF
Haley..
So glad it all went so well.....
and all that apprehension and worry....and for what????
The next trip out will be even more enjoyable and with less to be so nervous about...you are on your way, enjoy your birthday drink!!!
Grace xx
Wonderful, Haley, It sounds like a great experience, and another one coming, (or maybe it has already happened?)Enjoy, my dear
Hugs, Regi👩💕
Fantastic, Hayley.
So happy for you, I stepped out ten years ago with my ex female partner as Mikala. I have not been able to do it by myself yet. I do feel I am getting closer and encouragement from girls just like yourself is helping me so much.
Hugs,
Mikala xxxx.
Well done Haley, glad you enjoyed your first outing out.
Samantha x
Yes, it matches the landing strip😉
Great, inspiring experience Haley.
Thank you so much!
Love Rachel
Hi Haley,
I went out my first time last year.
I know how exciting it is.
It just makes you want to go out more.
I am so happy for you.🤗
Patty
HA!! LOL!!! I walked right into that one!!! 🙂
