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...wished you were a girl so bad it made your heart break? Sometimes I wake up and cry...
I am not upset with my body being born as it is...no good will come of that for me...but I wish so much at times that my inner self matched my outer self...
Dressing helps...it brings me joy! But I still wish...
To wish , to wish, it's a good feeling one that I dream often . I hold a strong desire in my mine and I know from that I can feel in all in my body the woman that lies inside me. The dressing brings the best in me, showing in a mirror the love I feel all over. 🌹
I wish I was born female. I have loved everything girl my whole life. When I see women walking by swaying in their heels wearing a beautiful dress my heart sinks because I can’t do that.
No. I wouldn't mind in the next life but crying is way more emotional than wishing or pretending or even enjoying your fee side. Hope you find whst you need.
But crying is way more emotional than wishing or pretending or even enjoying your fee side.
Yes, crying is emotional...what is your point?
My point is that in answering your original question, I don't wake up crying wishing that I had what I don't. I don't want to criticize you because that's not what this site is about. I can't offer support because I can't really understand so all I can do is hope that you accept it or change it or find solice that others wake up crying too. No one deserves to wake up crying. Good luck.
Thanks, Tessa...I appreciate your reply...
I like letting my female side shine, I like dressing as a woman doing makeup and looking as womanly as I possible can. But I also do not want all of the female problems that go with being a woman, not only the monthly physical problems but all of the other obstacles that they face in this "Man" controlled world.
Dressing as a woman gives me a new found respect for all that women have to face in their daily lives all over the world.
Hugs
Brienna
I feel the same way I dress every chance I get but sometimes I wish I was born female. I get so sad when I can't dress that I feel depressed I just feel incomplete sometimes
Sophia,
I have definitely felt depressed during times when I wasn't able to dress for a long time, and sure, there are times when I see the women at work or out in public, and wished I could be out there in my skirt and heels, or wearing my capris and cami top. Instead of being depressed, I'm now trying to funnel my energy into getting to that point that I can dress all the time, and maybe even take that final step to being the woman I am in all aspects- even biologically. It isn't easy, but I'm finding more and more ways to get there. I now dress just about every day, and I'm learning more and more about makeup, clothes, and everything feminine. As you said, it's useless to bemoan those things you can't change, but you can change the things you can change. Focus on those things, and you'll find more and more falling into place.
Also, remember, being a woman isn't just about biology.