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Best of luck in your writing about your journey. I believe there are many individuals, who unknowingly, live as a gender assigned to them by others rather than the gender their DNA reveals them to be. I was a DES baby in 1947. My mother took DES, an artificial female hormone, prescribed to help support a full term pregnancy. She had previously suffered two spontaneous abortions. The over exposure to female hormones upset my bodies development as a normal male or female. I have always felt more femme than male, however, circumstances demanded that I live as a male. While I am satisfied that I've lived a good life as a son, father, and grandfather, a veteran, and retired Police Officer, I often see women around me whom I admire as as examples of women I wish had a chance to fully emulate. Jealousy rears it's ugly head. Life as a woman seems to be something that I was robbed of. Closet crossdressing is as close as I can get without destroying my family and their image of whom I am. Maybe the next time around I will get to live the life of a female - a girl, a woman, a mother and grandmother.
Again, best of luck and know that I understand.
Kathy
Good luck on your book.Please let me know when its in print.I want a copy,please.
I am happy that you have found yourself Lauren.
My body developed unconventionaly. My penis stayed thin and short well into my 20s, never did have much body hair. I was raised in an all female household so was often dressed like one of the girls. I did develop my own natural breasts at puberty. While I now have fully functional testicles, I have often wondered if there was a tiny ovary hidden somewhere inside.
Please feel free to share your journey with us.
Love ya,
Jinny