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Lost my guy...

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(@carmencruz)
Reputable Member     California, United States of America
Joined: 3 years ago

Well, guy me anyway! You see, Carmen came onto the scene and just took over. One day, I'm toying with the idea of makeup and dressing, next day or two, Carmen is out running around in public creating this persona of femininity. As she got more comfortable with herself, she got better, and as she got better, she went out into the world like a bat out of hell. Just went for it like there's no tomorrow.

I was having so much fun with it that I didn't even see it coming. I've realized the anxiety I've been feeling lately isn't so much about Carmen and crossdressing as it is about me, as a guy. I lost guy me. Guy me is what made Carmen possible. Guy me is what made my lifestyle possible. Guy me put in all the work to heal, to be good in the world, to help others, to help myself. Guy me is the strength and determination. Yet it's guy me that started feeling like guy me didn't matter as much. Well, he DOES matter. He's important too.

But guy me is now very self aware, and re-inventing himself... a better version, a stronger version, taking what he's learned from Carmen and her unwavering quest of being beautiful. Guy me is taking charge of his own identity. His own beauty. His own persona.

Carmen, you're on babe. We're going to make each other stronger in every way, shape and form. It isn't one or the other anymore... it's together we'll excel in being the best version of "us".

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(@fred96393)
Honorable Member     Burien, Washington, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

Congratulations! I'm so happy for you! Don't look back! Keep growing! 😊😚😀

Big Hugs and Kisses,
Fredrika

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(@Anonymous)
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Congrats Carmen pretty much how did the  guy me to the girl me now guy me is gone and never coming back girl me is stronger and smarter. And do have a bf that reminds me of the guy gentlemen quality I had.  Keep growing Carmen

 

Hugs and much love

Donna

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Duchess
(@stephanier)
Noble Member     Adelaide, South Australia, Australia
Joined: 4 years ago

Congratulations Carmen! Keep going girl!
Love and big hugs from Stephanie 💖

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Lady
(@liara)
Noble Member     Texas, United States of America
Joined: 3 years ago

Carmen, you are an inspiration. I'm here for you if you for whatever.

Hugs, Liara

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Hostess
(@ab123)
Famed Member     Surrey, United Kingdom
Joined: 4 years ago

It's what's inside that matters. If it makes you a better person then it is a win.

Your chronicles are a great read.

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(@Anonymous)
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Congratulations little caterpillar, you've just morphed into a butterfly. Now it's on to the next stage of developing Carmen, integrating the two parts into one and making them work. I like to think transvestism and transsexualism make you a more whole person, you can see the world through the eyes of a man and a woman making you a much more rounded and accepting person. Just don't go off the rails and try to lock Carmen out as that can lead to disaster and you will miss out on the more beautiful being you will become.

Keep us posted, Heather.

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Lady
(@pettie)
Honorable Member     Maastricht, Limburg, Netherlands
Joined: 3 years ago

Dear Carmen ,

Since I have joined CDH , my Female half has been developing itself at a more rapid pace.
As a result , my male half has benefitted from this by an overall feeling of well being.
I think I am a more balanced person now , so I can totaly relate to what you are saying.
Wishing you well in creating your ever improving version of "us".

Love Sylvia.

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(@Anonymous)
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So Carmen is out all the time now at home and work?

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Lady
(@tdusuario9377)
Trusted Member     Huelva, Huelva, Spain
Joined: 3 years ago

Hi Carmen,

Than you for sharing your feelings!!!

You have inspire me because I accepted me girl only a few weeks ago and is growing very fast,  at the moment I feel that is improving myself as a complete person...... And I love it at the same time that scares me..

It's our way...

 

Big kisses and hugs

 

Sonia

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Baroness Annual
(@secretpassions)
Noble Member     Wisconsin, United States of America
Joined: 3 years ago

Carmen,

How awesome! I love your confidence!

Keep going, and growing!

Hugs, Lara

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(@fishingr8)
Illustrious Member     Montana, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

Hi Carmen what a great post you are heading down a wonderful road in your life no bumps and smooth sailing keep it going girl you have this good luck..

Stephanie Bass

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Lady
(@barbwire)
Prominent Member     Barrie, Ontario, Canada
Joined: 3 years ago

Hi Carmen!

It's quite the epiphany, isn't it? I find the sum of the new "me" is greater than my original M/F halves. I'm now at the point where I feel as comfortable in either role and the only distinguishing feature are my clothes and make up!

I am happy for you!

Two Hugs!

Barb 🤗🤗

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Lady
(@debbielynn1)
Estimable Member     Michigan, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

Carmen, this is beautiful. Hugs, Debbie Lynn

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