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Hi everyone, I haven't logged on in a while. 2017 threw a good amount of challenges at me; i will say just a brief bit of what happened. My father had a near fatal stroke, he was only seconds from death, went from being completely independent to 100% dependent. My girl friend admitted she was having an affair for over a year, i never suspected a thing. I was also laid off for the second time in a year. I gave my ex my keys to my condo we lived in, told her this is yours. Packed a small trailer, hugged the puppy i had raised that belonged to my ex. Drove home in tears to my families home i grew up in San Antonio, and moved back in. It was very hard, slowly things started happening. I was hired as an EE again at a company here in SA, I have started working out, and now I have gotten a promotion and now financially am recovering at a wonderful rate. I have been single now for a while, relationships are extremely important in my life, however, in san antonio I just can't seem to find a women I am looking for, its frustrating. Lately, now that my mind has been slowly becoming more positive again, I wonder if this is a time in which i should explore my self more. Maybe, find understanding of my love for dressing. Perhaps, it is now a time I should invest in meeting other CDs in person to discuss openly about the reasons for dressing and what it is that makes us feel special when we do. Having a close companionship with another who cross dresses might help in me to continue recovering from this depression. =]
Hi Morgan, sorry to hear about your problems, I hope you are now well on the way to getting your life back into some sort of order. I have found that exploring my feminine side I have become more rounded and accepting person. This has also helped me to relax and start to become more outgoing. I hope your love of crossdressing and the support of the lovely people here your life will continue to have a bright future.
Andrea xx
Morgan,
Life has definitely throwing screwballs at you, but you are fouling the off for sure. Your strength and beauty are commendable in the face of such hardship. Stay true to who you are, and remember that we are here to support you.
MacKenzie Alexandra
Hi Morgan.
I’m sorry to hear about your tough year, and glad to hear things are on the up. You should definitely work on the things that help make you happy, if dressing is one of those then great, embrace it to a level that you are comfortable with, it can make a huge difference to you inside which is what matters. I myself hid it away from everyone and myself for years and it caused a few issues! Now I have accepted Rachel and do things for her/with her in mind. As Andrea has said above it has made me a better person all round. I appreciate meeting others face to face may be difficult but here on CDH the support you find is fantastic! To find others that know what you are going through and how you may feel certainly helps!
All the best with everything, it does get better whichever route things go!
Rachel xxx
Morgan that is a mountain of pain to endure, but to your credit you picked yourself up and are rebuilding your life. Yes, do something special just for you, what I have found is once I embraced my feminine side and "let the girl out" I am happier.
Hugs
Brienna
