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I have been stressed out lately. The thought of spending the rest of my life as a trans woman, of hoping my marriage can survive, of hoping I'll get to be on HRT one day, the worry about how family and friends will react when I eventually come out. All of this goes around in my brain. I think I need a good cry. I feel like I'm a pressure cooker.
I talked some of this over with my wife. She gave me a mini makeover tonight. She tweezed my eyebrows to give them a more feminine shape. She put on my makeup. She did my hair. And then she took my photograph. It's the one I am now using as my profile pic. It's now my favorite photo ever taken of me. I think I look really feminine. It shows me what's possible. Even without HRT I look like this. It turned my frown upside down. The stress isn't going away any time soon, But you have to take these moments of euphoria when you can get them. So for now I'm feeling good about my life.
Diana I am in the same boat as you, I feel like I am being pulled in a million different directions bat one time. Not sure where this journey will lead, but we can talk to each other here for support. Hopefully you get to a place of peace in your life soon. I will pray for you.
Hugs and kisses Ginny.
Thanks Ginger. And you're right, we need to support each other. That's why this site is so great.
Those moments of euphoria are so nice. Hang in there girl. We are here for you when you need to let it out.
Hugs, Liara
Diana, I think that is what this site is for. It’s a place to find some peace. I’m also thankful your wife was able to lift you up a little. 🥰
It helps to be able to tell each other the things we’re feeling, too.
Hang in there.
Much love,
Raquel
Diana...
I have cried enough this last week myself, for various reasons....it's ok and it releases built up pressure.
When you break down what we love to do into single components, there's a whole heap of things that can cause stress and worry...and go wrong.
Be strong girl, because there is always a plus side...it's there, but sometimes it's obvious and sometimes you need to look a little harder.
You have your wonderful job, a wife that not only supports you, but is super cool at makeup application, a beautiful profile pic, love your feminine look....as well as all the love here!!!....not bad for starters!!!
Huggs, grace x
Thank you.
Thank you. I feel like I'm getting a glimpse of my true self for the first time. It's amazing.
Diana, have that cry when you need it!
And absolutely cherish your amazing wife, and the euphoria! What a sweet evening to remember when you have those stressful times…
💕Lara
Diana, you are supported by a wonderful woman who allows you a glimpse of your true self. That is a blessing.
It may feel that you are in a pressure cooker but don't tighten the valve up tight as it could explode and a lot of people could be hurt. Allow the pressure off slowly so that when done everything will be perfect.
