My Secret is Out

My identity has been trapped inside of me for 48 yrs. When I was 10, I was shamed badly by my parents and classmates for having sex with the boy down the street.  Researching why my relationships all seem tto turn out the same( 2 marriages ), I discovered something called "codependency". I had all the symptoms. After many videos on why people become codependent, I found a book on it. I went and signed the book out at the library. While conducting an excercise in the book, I was able to get in touch with my inner child.  He was a very lonely boy, who felt he did not fit in. Since this time I talk to my inner child almost daily. I have discovered my true self is gay, and likes wearing girls clothes. Looking back, I always liked women's lingerie, and was fascinated when I would see crossdressers. Well yesterday I finally told my wife about my secret. What a weight that was lifted off my shoulders. I was having difficulty sleeping. I informed my wife I could not stay in the relationship knowing what I know now.  So the next step is for Brenda to get her own place, and start to bring out my true self.  I am so excited for my upcoming journey.