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Evening lady’s as many know I’m new here I lived a long secret in the closet that only one knows today it’s been hard to deal with many thoughts and consequences being a cross dresser I find myself everyday in a struggle of who I really am or what I want to be anymore I find myself more happier then ever dressed and think at times I would rather transform then live a lie in a closet but for all I just wanted to open up and say hello my name is Erin I been a cross dresser since my early age I enjoy more unique items as outfits and heels go still today as most can see I’m glad I joined this site it’s been a honor to hear and read all forms it’s truly a safe zoon I can run to and talk and interact with others that share the same reasons we are here and thank you all for that dearly as recently as I stated I do struggle trying to find who I am I love this life but without no support it’s hard at times to enjoy being a cross dresser I look forward to everyday I’m able to enjoy my time and share with all you lovely lady’s thank you all truly I can keep going on and on but most probably tired of readying this already I understand no worries just wanted to open up alittle and share my thoughts take care all
@erinb Hello Erin, I hear you loud and clear as I’m sure we all go through these mixed emotions about being a crossdresser. I myself took many years to accept myself as one and over time I’ve come to realize that this is a big part of who I am. I will say the counseling helped me with this step. Now I’ve come out to my wife who has been great with most and supports me more and more with time. I also came out to my sister, sister in law and niece, my female doctor and my female boss at work.
This is a great place to meet like minded people and meet some friends. If you ever want to chat about anything hit me up.
thanks
Ashley.
@cdashley thank you CDH is an amazing site to have the honor of being part of so many caring and supportive lady’s here thank you all
@erinb I can only imagine how difficult it must be to hide this side of yourself away all the time but at least you will always find the support you desire here. It will never be the same as being able to talk it through with someone, perhaps a councillor would help in that respect. I think the main thing is to find inner peace, once you have that the rest will naturally fall into place. I hope you can find that in time.
Sasha
@sashabennett agree indeed there so much support here it’s been great being able to opening up and share
@erinb Erin , your story really resonated with me because I too started dressing when very young. I also kept it completely hidden. It was such a joy to find this place and others like me who I could share with. I have made some great friends here and they have helped me so much. I hope that you enjoy this place as much as I have.
@shadowqueen CDH has been a great site to find joy happiness and alittle peace being able to share pics and talking with such amazing lady’s
thank you
@erinb You're in a great place here Erin! In the time I have been here, I have found CDH to be very supportive and a great place to exchange ideas and thoughts with others. It has also helped me to open up with others about my innermost feelings and desires. This expression has been something of a game changer for me and has helped me to be more open to the world about who I really am and to allow me to publicly express myself more and more.
Hi Erin,
That’s a lovely post.
As someone who also lives life as a secret crossdresser, I completely understand how you feel.
Until joining CDH I’d told no one about this side of me, and it was quite strange when wrote it in a post.
I’ve been here for just under 2 years now, and I’ve found that this is such an important place for me. I also struggled to work out who I was, but with the help and support here I’m now happier than I think I’ve ever been.
Just keep doing what you’re doing and sharing your thoughts. We’re happy to listen
Lucy x
@lucyb112 thank you Lucy CDH has been a blessing indeed feels good to have such a place to be able to open up and share with and not be judged still gives me anxiety every time I post or share a pic sure that eventually go away
Erin, what a beautiful post. What you say really hits home with me. I’ve only been here a little less than 2 years and I remember thinking that I would never find myself here and I’d probably last only a few weeks. But as time goes on, we ( and you will too) find that this is the only place that we can go and be completely honest with each other. It’s been so enlightening for me to be here. And another benefit is that I’ve made some incredible friends. May your dressing continue forever and your happiness always be with you.
@jennconn thank you Jennifer truly has been a blessing to meet and interact with such amazing caring lady’s to share this experience with truly thank you
@erinb As my sister would say, Erin, not everything has to be an 'OR'...sometimes it can be an 'AND'.
Meaning, you needn't necessarily live in a world where you always CD or you do not; where you tell everyone or you do not. It's possible to live happily where you go about your life sometimes dolled up and sometimes not dolled up; where you tell some people and you don't tell others.
I think sometimes when we're not sure we try to convince ourselves that it must be one way or the other, but if you stop and take stock sometimes you'll find some things can coexist. 🙂
I hope you find the peace you seek. ❤️
Indeed that’s very good words of wisdom truly thank you
peace we shall see wish we could see into the future what time holds for use
