Reconciliation?

A few months ago I shared a few stories regarding my wife reaching out to me after several years apart.  The demise of our marriage was a direct result of her discovery of Gina.   I would like to thank all of the girls who responded with support and understanding.  Some progress has been made and I wanted to share with those who supported me or anyone interested in the events that have unfolded.

My Ex and I have met several times since my last post and the tension that was once there has slowly begun to dissipate a little.  Each time seems to get a little better, with fewer moments of frustration.

Last week, we agreed to spend the weekend together at a small bed and breakfast we had once frequented when we were married.  I was a little reluctant fearing the experience might trigger bad memories, or create new tensions.  But I went along with it as it was her idea.

We arrived last Friday and she made the room arrangements while I grabbed the bags.  I gently informed her that I would be en femme the entire weekend and she had offered no resistance.  I dressed very conservatively in an effort to be as low key as possible and she seemed to appreciate that.  Once settled in our room, we opened a bottle of wine and grabbed the bread, cheese and cold cuts I had packed and went out onto the patio that overlooks the ocean, a place we had always like to go when we first arrived in the past.

I expected her to be a little uncomfortable remembering the past but she didn't appear to be.  We spent about two hours enjoying the view and the wine and snacks before taking it easy for a while before dinner.   After a short rest, we decided to get ready for dinner.

I had decided to leave my dresses at home and chose a pair of jeans, a long sleeve blouse, and a pair of boots for the night's outing.  As I picked out my things and laid them out on the bed, we made small talk.  I pulled my hair into a high ponytail and secured it with a pink bow and touched up my makeup before changing.  I only buy sexy underthings and was wearing a pair of black lace panties and matching bra, a waist trainer, and was also wearing my custom breast forms from earlier as I got dressed.  She watched me the whole time and commented on how well I had learned to put myself together and told me I looked good.  I didn't detect any negative vibe from her.

She also changed and didn't have any reservations dressing in front of me.  I noticed she had lost weight and was still in pretty good shape.  I told her so and she smiled and thanked me.

We went to dinner and later took a walk on the beach.  We returned to our room and that's when it struck me we had a room with only one bed.  All had seemed too familiar and I lost a little situational awareness.  I gently mentioned this to her and she giggled and she said not to worry, she anticipated this.

I removed my makeup and breast forms, showered, and slipped into a sleep shirt and panties.  She undressed in front of me and also showered and wore some sleep shorts and a camisole.  She came to bed and snuggled with me, embracing me and I her.  Nothing else happened as we slipped off to sleep.

The rest of the weekend continued in the same low key manner.  We had no discussion of our situation and just enjoyed each other's company.  I still don't know where this will lead but I have put off every other relationship for the time being to see how this unfolds.

I thank everyone here who has supported me through this interesting time and for giving me the opportunity to share more of my life.