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It had been a long time since I'd taken a step outside fully dressed head to toe. What with the way my life had been it was never really something that i had time to do. That all changed in December now i have time for me again.
Now heres the thing when I was getting ready and as I was putting the finishing touches on my look I realised something, I wasnt nervous and not even a little bit worried. Now I always used to get really and I mean REALLY nervous before going outside but now it just felt natural. Whether this is because I am more comfortable with having large amounts of femininity in my life now I don't know (I've never been against it).
So yeah it felt great and I looked great in a black pencil skirt, white blouse (which I love), beige trench coat and black mary jane pumps. Makeup was subtle but elegant. I love doing my makeup.
Hope you enjoyed my little story love Charlotte xxx
That's fantastic, going out and not feeling nervous. From the first time I went out in pantyhose with guy shortd and clothes, I was extremely nervous. Then every step I took towards being more fem, I was even more nervous wearing that look out.
When I went fully fem, I was scared to walk from the house to the car. When I finally did it and drove around, I was nervous every time I stopped for a light and other cars were around me. Then I would find a place to stop and get out of the car. Fear kept me pinned in. I always had to wait for desire and need to do it to get strong and overcome the nervousness and fear. I always knew, once I was out, the thrill and rush got was something I could not get from doing anything else.
The more I think about it the more I wonder if this is all from the moment I went ahead and got my hair done properly. I never felt like wigs were right for me but my natural hair whrn long has always bern nice but having it done all wavy and now dyed an intense red has given loads of confidence regardless of what I am wearing. When my brother saw my hair he told me I looked like a girl (best compliment he's ever given me).
Xx
I love stepping out. Only done it a few times, but I get less nervous on each occasion. I’m totally with you Charlotte on the excellent choice of white blouse and black pencil skirt. I love to look like an office girl. I love wearing heels too but can’t walk too far if they are too high, and I‘ll draw too much attention if I’m 6ft 4 and staggering around too much.
I've been wearing pantyhose, heels and a shirt that looked like a sort dress since I was 4. At 18, I got my own place and began buying all the girl's clothes I had dreamed of wearing and wanting for so long. it was a total change in emotions and feelings.
Even today, I love wearing pantyhose, heels and a dress. I wear them often, but at that point I'm a guy in pantyhose, heels and dress who loves wearing them. When I put on my bra, breast forms and wig I become Patty. It's a total switchover in feelings, emotions, desires and thinking. I'm no longer a guy in pantyhose, heels and dress. I become a girl and my girly side is released.
HI Charlotte,
Thanks for sharing, Thats really nice that you feel comfortable as a woman going out.
I hope the get there but my hair is thinning to the point I couldn't have it done like you.
I enjoyed your story.
Patty
Yeah we have to make do with what life has given us. I'm sure you have attributes that I would like to have.
Good luck on your journey.
As much as I love my high heels I am reluctant to wear any shoe with more than a 2 inch heel when going out. That said I recently bought a lovely pair of knee high brown boots and they have 3 inch heels. I'll definitely wear them for an outing at some point.
Xxx
