So this happened

I was talking with a friend about her lunch box. She had a very old vintage Tweety Bird lunch box. I commented that it was very small for a lunch box and that mine were always much bigger. She said oh well this is a girls lunch box because it has Tweety Bird. You wouldn't have carried a Tweety Bird lunch box would you? I told her that it wouldn't have bothered me. And that I wanted to be Pocahontas for Halloween. My best friend was the girl across the street and that was what she was going as. It didn't even occur to me that Pocahontas was a woman and that I should not dress up as a woman. I had never come out to this woman, and have never crossed dressed in front of her though I do often wear women's jeans. She looked at me and said so you have always been a crossdresser. I had no idea she was onto me. I wonder if all my friends know. Maybe I should stop worrying and just wear whatever I want. Unfortunately I am sure my wife will not want me to dress at the next social event. It would be nice to just be myself.