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Hi Girls,
I am posting this note because I am coming back. I joined CDH a couple of years ago and really got into the flow of crossdressing after a long period of abstinence . I loved it. I told my SO my urge to feminize had returned, I posted comments and pictures on this website, and I started going out again dressed en femme. Bliss!! Then I encountered difficulty at home because I was going "too far", I took down my pictures from the website and dressed less frequently for a while. I endured the ebb.
A few weeks ago I decided I needed more femme time so ordered a couple pairs of Wolford pantyhose and a laser hair removal product on line (if I am coming back I am coming strong!). Then I went into a TG friendly store in Toronto and bought a new dress, I recently posted some private photos on CDH, and I just made an appointment for a makeover.
I am thrilled to be back but still worried about the people I love.
It is all so exhausting. Do you other girls go through this ebb and flow? Wouldn't it be nice if we could just be who we really are without risking the loss of other parts of our life?
I'm so happy that you are back . And looking forward to seeing you more .Your pleasantries have been missed. Life can be difficult when happiness becomes hard to be found . And enjoy your makeover and as you mentioned interested in time to get your makeup party together, maybe this Sumner . With spring in the air good times aren't far away . Happy your back and the best ahead
Stephanie 🌹
Thanks Stephanie
Kendra, You are definitely not alone in your journey of femininity... I too have hit a bumpy road in that my wife is now processing my alter ego... And I have "stepped back" somewhat and trying a balance with my feminine self... As you said.."it would be nice if we could just be who we really are without risking the loss of other parts of our life?" Thank you for sharing.. That is why I love CDH.... We are here to support each other... Leonara
Kendra........welcome home to CDH. I look forward to hearing more about your sojourn.
Lady Veronica
My ebb and flow has been turned into a battle between self acceptance and non acceptance. I would think that puts me right in the middle of the transgender population. But it’s a big deal to me because it’s my life experience.
I’m coming off of another low...another attempt to reject myself, and with the predictable results.
This time will be different, she says! I’m terrible at keeping resolutions, but maybe this one is doable: I am going to allow myself to enjoy life as I want to, and let go of the guilt and shame
Wish me luck!
