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The Pink Fog

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(@becky83)
Trusted Member     Buckinghamshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

This is a term I've only heard since joining this fantastic forum but it's one that makes so much sense now. I've often wondered what this feeling is that comes over me and it has been there as long as I can remember.

From feeling and fighting the urge to dress to having to go out at lunch in work to buy tights and put on in the toilets to wear under my trousers because not feeling any sort of femininity when out was unbearable.

Little things like wearing panties and hold ups at work or painting my nails in a clear colour help me to enjoy the pink fog as it is as much a part of me as anything.

I've actually been in work once on a public holiday and sat at my desk with leather mini skirt, tights and heels (I know there are no cameras 🤭💁🏻‍♀️)

I used to feel guilty and confused about it but I know now its actually a part of my soul and I'm lucky because it's an amazing thing to have.

Love to everyone.

Becky xxxx

 

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Lady
(@dianaw)
Reputable Member     New Jersey, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

Becky, thank you for sharing this.  I feel the same way.  When I'm out wearing my usual guy clothes, I need to be wearing panties to feel that physical connection to Diana.  I like the way you explained it.  It has clarified my feelings so thank you.

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(@debbiedd)
Noble Member     los angeles, California, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

I too so enjoy the pink fog taking over even if its just from underdressing in public as a happy reminder who I am

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Lady
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(@becky83)
Trusted Member     Buckinghamshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

It's an amazing attribute to have. Be so proud of it. It defines who we are xx

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Lady
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(@becky83)
Trusted Member     Buckinghamshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

You’re so welcome, Diana. Even recently that I’ve started to acknowledge this side of my soul again I’ve felt much more happy and complete.

It’s always amazed me how the world can put the whole population in 2 boxes. Male and female.

Becky has been within me since I was very young. When I think back how guilty I felt that I’d wear panties and tights and tell myself I’d never do it again. Sad to think I punished myself that way. Becky makes me a happier and better person. The world is a crazy place. Any corner of happiness should be cherished.

Love Becky xxx

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(@philma)
Honorable Member     Kansas City, Missouri, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

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We’ve all felt that guilt, Becky.  I recently realized these feelings have been with me my entire life - from some of my earliest memories.  The guilt has been overwhelming for most of my life.

Wearing satin panties under my dress pants at work is SO nevessary.  When I walk or climb stairs and feel the pants slide around on that satin, it is a fabulous reminder and it makes my day go so much nicer!!  It is the main reason I prefer the fuller-cut “granny panties”... more luxurious satin to slide around on!  😀🕺🏼😂

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Lady
(@ilust)
Estimable Member     Brampton, Ontario, Canada
Joined: 5 years ago

Oh my Becky you are miles ahead of me. I've never had the nerve to go anywhere dressed. I used to under dress every chance that I got. To me being a CD is a wonderful thing but I can't bring myself to be out.

Janice

XOXO

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Lady
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(@becky83)
Trusted Member     Buckinghamshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

Please do it, Janice. You owe it to yourself.  That feeling when you know you are 30 mins or so away from home is when you realise no one cares.

Walk, stop, sit. This is your world, girl. Xxx

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(@gloriarenee)
Estimable Member     Claymont, Delaware, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

Once years ago, I worked as Administrative Assistant, I so wished I could dress in the same outfits the girls did.

I few times I wore navy nylons instead of socks.

Gloria

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(@Anonymous 57460)
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Joined: 5 years ago

Hey Becky, yes!! Embrace the pink fog 😀💕

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(@annalise)
Estimable Member     Felsted, Essex, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

Hi Becky thank for your story it sounds similar to mine ,now I have retired I underdress all the time and loving every minute of it ,I get up most mornings at about 6am and have an hour to hour and a half  to sit at the computer and read CD stories, wearing my lovely bras ,forms ,panties,  pantyhose ,earrings and rings and dressing gown (robe) only drawback its a man's one ,not a lovely soft beautiful ladies one .Before breakfast,remove all but my panties and some days put on a bralette  which doesn't show but covers my A cup natural breasts and feels so lovely ,as I dress able to put pantyhose back on  and spend the rest of the day dressed that way .   Michelle xx

 

 

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(@wanderer)
Noble Member     Stoney Creek , Ontario, Canada
Joined: 5 years ago

I love the feeling of underdressing in the morning .

It's the feeling of freedom.  Live free and dress happy.

Stevie

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(@qtestephy)
Noble Member     Massachusetts, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

Hi Becky I love the term PINK FOG. The first time i read it I immediately understood what it meant. Its such a warm exciting feeling. A shop until you drop feeling. I cannot believe how many pieces of clothing I have bought that did not fit. I bought them because i thought they looked cute and pretty. Its like my brain was punishing me for not paying more attention to my fem side. The longer i did not pay attention the more money i spent. No  punishment should feel that good. Oh sh-t Now i have another thing I have to think about. I love the feeling i get when being punished by the PINK FOG. Luv Stephanie

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Hostess
(@pattygurlcd)
Noble Member     Louisville, Kentucky, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

HI Becky Thank you for the Pink Fog Topic.

It has been brought up before on here and it is always a popular topic and one of my favorites.

I came close to divorce about a year ago and I had to tell my wife that I could not stop the pink fog.

When it came down to choosing between being married or the pink fog I had to be honest with her and tell her as much as I love her I couldn't stop thinking about or desiring feminine  things even as much asI love my wife.

I know that is maybe bad of me but it was the truth I discovered.

We have worked our marriage out with some compromises mainly me keeping my pink fog somewhat under control.

With that said I love the pink fog and I take it in whenever I can.

I too have to underdress or sneak and dress whenever I can to satisfy my feminine desires.

I don't know who coined the term but it is a beautiful description .

Thanks for the post and being you.

 

Patty

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