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Laying in bed, mind running a mile a minute as usual. Looking up as my ceiling and listening to something on YouTube. While looking up, thoughts cross my mind. "Your friends will think less of you. Are you happy dressing. Others will think you are a freak." Those deep hidden thoughts of negativity breaking down the door and coming to the forefront. Laying there and sighing and without a second thought."No they won't just because of me actually being happy and no one will think I'm a freak, its more accepted than alot of other things." Quickly shutting those thoughts down and resting my eyes with a smile on my face.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I too become self conscious of what other may think of my dressing. Then I remember....Oh! This is MY life to live and NOT theirs! Also, real friends will stand at your side and support you, in all that you do no matter what!
-Samantha Roarke-
Self judgement and being self critical are horrible feelings and many of us have those! Try to be kind to yourself and tell yourself nice things.
Good on ya for beating down those negative thoughts! You are beautiful, worthy and belong! Remember to always B+ 💖💋