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time what is time is time when you first dressed or time when you last dressed or is time today seems anymore there is no time we always think about the time we had or could have but time never changes don’t seems as time goes on what changes have we made we talk so much about what ifs but in time there is no what if’s what if where stuck in time and by the time we figure out time is to late I often think about the lost time I had and the time today but unfortunately due to time there’s no change so what exactly is time as a CD I often wonder what one today is often changed by time tomorrow so will the time ever come to be who we are is the question I find myself lost in time days goes from long to short life is to short and time is always ticking on what we want or could be but unfortunately when time comes we don’t have the time to be are selfs there is no time to show are selfs time had just gone away as another day so what exactly is time
time not about are past or future but time is today and what time we have there could be no time tomorrow so why do we look at time and say I want this or that instead of saying time being wasted on what we could be enjoying at let time tell guess truly time is a scary situation cause you never know what time you have or the time wasted on what you could have had so why do so many sit here wishing on time I’m truly lost in time I haven’t a clue what my time is nor what time I have as a CD all I know is today time tells me to be me but time tomorrow says different if I could only read time what changes could I make guess time will only tell guess the moral of this is we running out of time don’t let the time wasted when you could be having the time of your life my time has to be reconsidered and what time I want clock is definitely not turning time back but I must look at what time I have forward time will never stop nor I hope I will have the time to move forward Time is probably the most dangerous word here
Hey, Erin, I'm loving how you've taken Kerouac's stream of consciousness style and put your own spin on it.
Allie x
@erinb As I’ve gotten older I’ve changed my perspective on many things and one of them is time. I used to think I could never have enough money. But now I know that I will never have enough time. I try to spend it wisely now. It’s the most valuable thing I have.
GP
Thank you for this, Erin!
There's a lot of wisdom in there - it's a very clever flow of ideas 🙂
Ellie x
@ellyd22 nothing to thank me for I’m just thankful for the community and all the lovey ladies here to hear me out it’s always a wonderful place to escape to so thank you lady’s
Erin, ever since Einstein, time is relative. So just start moving faster and you’ll find you have all the time in the world. But be careful, moving faster in heels can be risky! (But enjoyable…actually moving at any speed in heels is enjoyable!)
Hugs Christine
PS just one more question, did you not use punctuation to save time? 
In one of Einstein's lesser known experiments, he demonstrated that if you travel fast enough in heels in a forward direction you eventually reach a point at which an external observer perceives you to be falling backwards.
Ellie x
@ellyd22 Ellie, are you sure that is not just when your elastic bra straps get caught on something? At which point Newtonian physics come into play such that for every forward action there is an equal and opposite (backward) reaction. This is otherwise known as:
“you’ll never get there on a girl guide’s bra,
‘cos a girl guide’s bra don’t stretch that far.”
Hugs Christine
Does Hooke's Law come into play here?
And surely even the very best bras will still reach their elastic limit if the mass they're supporting is too great, sometimes with embarrassing results?
If that happens, it might actually be better to be moving fast at the time to ensure a rapid escape.
Ellie x
@ellyd22 yes indeed Hooke’s law…but how does it go again? “The un-Hooke-ing potential of a bra is directly proportional to the fullness of the cup”?
landing on your backside hurts less than landing on your faceIn one of Einstein's lesser known experiments, he demonstrated that if you travel fast enough in heels in a forward direction you eventually reach a point at which an external observer perceives you to be falling backwards.
Ellie x
I’ve reflected on this many times Erin ( there I used time once more). But I know that most people can’t say what I’m about to say, and that is that I’ve lived such a wonderful life that all my time has been perfect for me. I’ve been so blessed in the things that I’ve done and the friends I have. So, I guess I didn’t exactly waste any time, but it seems to have passed by so very quickly..
Erin, obviously a jumble of thoughts from a frantic mind. Are you trying to say that time is the enemy? We can't change the past, decisions we made at a point in time affect the future which is an unknown. So enjoy that moment in time you have as a C.D. as we don't know what tomorrow brings.
I tried to understand but your piece was difficult and hope you are okay.
Sometimes we have to remind ourselves that some girls may not have the writing skills of others. Some have a moment when the life of a crossdresser becomes confusing, we have no where to express how our thoughts are, life might be getting us down so we look for somewhere to make that expression, no matter how confusing, without derision or negativity, this should be such a place.
Erin, I can relate to your thought “I haven’t a clue what my time is nor what time I have as a CD all I know is today time tells me to be me but time tomorrow says different”
thank you for putting my time in perspective..
xo Leonara 🌹
Erin,
I hope this is okay. I wanted to be sure I could understand what you were saying, so I wrote this out for my left-brained self. I was hoping it might make your thoughts more accessible to others like me. Feel free to let me know if you'd like it deleted.
Time. What is time? Is time when you first dressed, or when you last dressed, or is time today? Seems anymore there is no time. We always think about the time we had or could have, but time never changes, it doesn’t seem. As time goes on, what changes have we made? We talk so much about what-ifs, but in time there are no what-ifs. What if we're stuck in time and by the time we figure out time it's too late? I often think about the lost time I had and the time today, but unfortunately, due to time there’s no change. So what exactly is time? As a CD, I often wonder what one today is often changed by time tomorrow. So will the time ever come to be who we are is the question. I find myself lost in time. Days go from long to short. Life is too short, and time is always ticking on what we want or could be. But unfortunately, when time comes, we don't have the time to be ourselves; there is no time to show ourselves had just gone away as another day. So what exactly is time?
Time is not about our past or future, but time is today and what time we have. There could be no time tomorrow, so why do we look at time and say, “I want this or that” instead of saying time is being wasted on what we could be enjoying at let time tell guess. Truly, time is a scary situation cause you never know what time you have or the time wasted on what you could have had. So, why do so many sit here wishing on time? I’m truly lost in time. I haven’t a clue what my time is nor what time I have as a CD. All I know is today, time tells me to be me but time tomorrow says different. If I could only read time, what changes could I make? Guess time will only tell. Guess the moral of this is we’re running out of time; don’t let the time be wasted when you could be having the time of your life. My time has to be reconsidered and what time I want. Clock is definitely not turning time back, but I must look at what time I have forward. Time will never stop, and I hope I will have the time to move forward. Time is probably the most dangerous word here.
@kendrawhite wow I definitely need some writing lesson your 100 percent ok to keep the post thank you ☺️ i honestly was never good at writing I think one thing but seem I write others guess it’s that time between your brain and hands that looses a signal truly thank you 🙏
