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I hope this stays as a post rather than a ramble but here goes...
So I went out dressed up last Sunday, A local club has a fetish event and its the safest place I know in my area and the owners are lovely so I thought its time to go for it. I was going to get ready there but I did my make up and got ready in the house then walked to the taxi outside, my pulse was racing but wow felt amazing. Had a lovely time and really had nice chats with other ladies there who also use it as a chance to dress in a safe environment.
But the main moment hit me Tuesday, My wife had helped me do my make up on Sunday (as was 2nd ever time I'd done it) But I decided to sit down and have a full make up session on my own and practice, and then when I had done it, adjusted my wig and touched up I looked properly in the mirror and something caught me off guard. I was looking back at Aisleyne. She was looking back at me. Before it hadnt fully felt right, As much as a good time Sunday was it was about going dressed not thinking about my face (as male side hates looking back at my own face) so I hadnt processed this, I... liked the girl that was looking back at me, sure the make up will improve over time but I really felt femme more than I ever had, I got a bit choked up too, just felt an amazing moment, I then happily took selfies of myself (now ones my profile pic) and just felt confident. Not a confidence that I had before either in the days before I had my depression etc hit 3 years ago, not finding that, but a new confidence, It feels amazing.
From that ive felt more comfortable be me, to the point in my office job I went in with (TARDIS) blue nails. So far ive had all positive feedback I know there are those that wont be as welcoming but unlike before im not afraid of it.
I just hope all girls here get experience what I have this last week, the positivity is amazing right now.
Hi Aisleyne
What a week indeed.
I'm so happy for you that you had the chance to have a good night out and, more importantly, connect with your other self. Thank you for sharing such a personal moment with us.
Stacey xxx
Hi Aisleyne.....please to meet you! After I read above 3 times and mind mind made me to my lips....bet, beaming.
You had a unique a conscious a of comment of true of Enlighteness of Conscious of your inner self.
You are both and one of you self. I am happy for you....for it is true happiness.
Dame Veronica
Sounds great. Those first times always seem to be scary but hopefully and often turn out well. And the experience is like nothing else.
Such a beautiful moment & discovery 💋 Tiff