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What a week...

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(@elan)
Trusted Member     STOKE-ON-TRENT, Staffordshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

I hope this stays as a post rather than a ramble but here goes...

So I went out dressed up last Sunday, A local club has a fetish event and its the safest place I know in my area and the owners are lovely so I thought its time to go for it. I was going to get ready there but I did my make up and got ready in the house then walked to the taxi outside, my pulse was racing but wow felt amazing. Had a lovely time and really had nice chats with other ladies there who also use it as a chance to dress in a safe environment.

But the main moment hit me Tuesday,  My wife had helped me do my make up on Sunday (as was 2nd ever time I'd done it) But I decided to sit down and have a full make up session on my own and practice, and then when I had done it, adjusted my wig and touched up I looked properly in the mirror and something caught me off guard. I was looking back at Aisleyne. She was looking back at me. Before it hadnt fully felt right, As much as a good time Sunday was it was about going dressed not thinking about my face (as male side hates looking back at my own face) so I hadnt processed this, I... liked the girl that was looking back at me, sure the make up will improve over time but I really felt femme more than I ever had, I got a bit choked up too, just felt an amazing moment, I then happily took selfies of myself (now ones my profile pic) and just felt confident. Not a confidence that I had before either in the days before I had my depression etc hit 3 years ago, not finding that, but a new confidence, It feels amazing.

From that ive felt more comfortable be me, to the point in my office job I went in with (TARDIS) blue nails. So far ive had all positive feedback I know there are those that wont be as welcoming but unlike before im not afraid of it.

 

I just hope all girls here get experience what I have this last week, the positivity is amazing right now.

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(@staceyrenauld)
Trusted Member     Ho Chi Minh City, Saigon, Vietnam
Joined: 5 years ago

Hi Aisleyne

What a week indeed.

I'm so happy for you that you had the chance to have a good night out and, more importantly, connect with your other self.  Thank you for sharing such a personal moment with us.

Stacey xxx

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(@cyberian2)
Noble Member     Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada
Joined: 8 years ago

Hi Aisleyne.....please to meet you!  After I read above 3 times and mind mind made me to my lips....bet, beaming.

You had a unique a conscious  a of comment of true of Enlighteness of Conscious of your inner self.

You are both and one of you self. I am happy for you....for it is true happiness.

 

Dame Veronica

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(@pattyphose)
Famed Member     Long Island, New York, United States of America
Joined: 9 years ago

Sounds great. Those first times always seem to be scary but hopefully and often turn out well. And the experience is like nothing else.

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Such a beautiful moment & discovery 💋 Tiff

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