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It's been a few questions/topics about what it feels to be (dressed like) a women and I think it is different for different people. Lately I have had more opportunities to let Kelly out almost full time, at least home. In the past it has been a day or two but now it’s weeks. Due to that I have started to be more concern about how I look and think a lot about what I would do if I was a woman full time. To some level I force my self to dress more complete every day just to get the experience of it, how it would be to put on skirt, heels, makeup and jewellery etc every day. I many times skip some part because I would have to take it off in just a few hours but considering that women can do a full makeover for a few hours on Friday night that excuse fails.
When Kelly comes out the only thing that changes is what I wear and if it was ok to be a man in a skirt I would probably go out shopping etc like that. Now that isn’t acceptable and I’m in the closet so I stay home.
I have talked to my wife about it and personally I don’t care too much what gender I have but I know that if I wasn’t a man I wouldn’t have my wife and that would be a big issue to say at least. Based on that I guess I could designate my self as a male lesbian or something like that but is that correct? The major reason for being a women for me is to be able to wear skirt/heels and such, it is not to be part of the society as a female. Now maybe that is because I stay at home and if I did go out that could change, dunno since I don't change expectations from a person based on that persons gender and with that I don't think to much that a male do this and female do that.
It means being me, that's who/what I am.