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Wondering what female(s) you admired when you first began your journey into crossdressing. Someone you may have wanted to emulate or just admired. Was it a movie star? A TV actress? Someone you knew in life? A teacher at school? A relative? A friends mom? Who?
Showing my age... my first influence was the Italian classic beauty Sophia Loren. Another early infatuation was Lauren Becall. To me those women were so graceful and sexy. I loved the way they looked, moved, and spoke. The dresses and fashion in those times were fabulous.
I also fantasized about my next door neighbors mom. A beauty with ample breasts and a beautiful smile.
Well honestly, my mum, feminine, elegant kind loving and so supportive. My sister eventually all most like second mother, just there with help advice support.
My late wife, massive influence, loving, supportive, kind, understanding, absolutely the rock of the family and my life.
Now it's my two daughters support, love and complete understanding too. Five incredible females with love compassion and understanding.
And now I have three more beautiful girls in the FNC as well. Love them too. Lol Amanda xx
Hi..
Got to agree with Amanda...
my mum was my rock....right up until she passed on.
I can't imagine how much time I spent watching her put on make up...I loved the smell of her perfume and the smell of her hair spray....and she always looked beautiful to me....even when she didn't try......and on top of all that ...and although she never knew....she did supply all I needed for my first dressing attempts.....including her heels!!!!
I miss you mum xxx.
Grace 💓
My mother also
but actresses I too am showing my age.
Barbra Eden and Audrey Hepburn.
I am sure she is looking down on you now Grace with the love and pride.
Your mum sounds as lovely as mine was, always there, and always supportive, never judgemental, advice given out from her heart but always with the best intentions and always, always with love.
Bless them both.
Lol Amanda xxs
I loved Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffanys and the beehive hairdo that made her famous
Real Life: My therapist. She was amazing, someone who truly listened, related to me, and helped me understand who I am. And that there's nothing wrong with who I am.
Media: Maryann from Gilligan's Island. The show was in reruns when I was a kid, and she's the first woman that I remember not only being attracted to, but thinking it must be wonderful to look and dress like that.
That's so sweet Grace.....
Xoxo
Oh my, yes to Sophia !!! So fem, so beautiful......
Actress Julie Newmar. Very tall and elegant with the same hair color as me. Also loved the way she dressed.
Thank you xx
For me it’s really three different women. My mom for starts, she raised me, took care of me and was there for me. She became a friend when I needed one, protected me if I was in danger and scolded me if I did wrong. She inspires a lot of me, the kinder sweeter side I want the world to see and the tough side that won’t hesitate for a moment to protect.
The next would be Penny Underbust (she does have another name, but I only know her from her videos). She’s kind, out there, and has the confidence I could only wish for as both my male and female self. She’s not perfect by any means, and she even admits her flaws. She can get upset and cry, but is still strong enough to show it to everyone.
Finally there’s Keisha Evans. She inspires me because she showed that even if you modify yourself, you’re not defined by that. She’s very smart, and caring. Sure her boobs are huge, but they don’t define her, she does.
They helped shape the woman I am in a way. My mom for compassion and kindness, Penny for confidence and strength, and Keisha for everything else. They helped influence me to be the best woman I can be.
Hello Michelle
I really have to say my mother she did fully understand me, and I do honestly believe she knew all about me without ever saying. When Sarah is able to venture out for the first time, the place she will visit is her mums grave she has first rights on Sarah.
The other person who inspires me was the first diva Maria Callas, an absolutely amazing woman.
Love Sarah
xx
Two unknowns in B movies. One in a Tarzan movie the other in an Abbot and Costelli movie. Both were the matriarchs of all women societies. And the there was the Avon lady who had a beehive do, and wore lace slips that I could see if I sat on the floor while she paddled her wares. I wanted the Avon lady to take me away to that sweet scented place and be her little girl.