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Do you sometimes have an irresistible urge to be more feminine at an inappropriate time? I had one today
I was in a meeting discussing a challenging topic with colleagues and all of us were spinning our wheels. Then I got the urge - and I decided to act on it. I suggested we take a 15 minute break and announced I was going to walk to the corner for a breath of fresh air and indicated a hope that that change of scenery would stimulate some creative thinking.
I did leave the building but I headed for a nearby drugstore. I purchased a razor and a pair of pantyhose and returned to the office. I went into the mens' room and into a stall. I shaved a bit of thigh on both legs - that is all I had time for - and then took off my pants and put the pantyhose on. I had been listening carefully and was pretty sure no one had entered the restroom - but my heart was pounding nonetheless. I got dressed, stuffed the hosiery packaging in the trash can (the janitor is in for a surprise) and went back into the meeting.
After I apologized for taking longer than fifteen minutes, the meeting resumed. The meeting felt more satisfying after that - maybe because we were more productive or maybe because I was excited to be wearing pantyhose under my pants. But I did spend some time being amazed at my own behaviour and contemplating the risk I took - someone might have walked into the rest room, looked down at the floor of my stall and figured out what I was up to.
But I still felt a strange satisfaction with what I had done. I plan to avoid doing it again, but perhaps I need to make sure I give in to the feminine urges a little more often when I am in a safer environment. Or I will again be feeling an irresistible urge at an inappropriate time.
Take Care Girls!!
Oh my Kendra I dont know what to say since I have done exactly that myself.lol Youre not alone sis
Thanks Debbie, it was a strange moment that combined a desire to be feminine, an instinct to be rebellious, and a weariness of repressing my desire. Would love hear about your similar experience
Crop tops under business shirts, especially if a jacket is needed. Pantyhose under pants. Knickers, of course. There are lots of options you can exercise every day. The crop top means no bra strap buckles or back clips to be noticed. 🙂
Kendra, I go through the same feelings too. That urge comes on, it becomes a disraction, and the only way to rid it is to embrace it. Be careful, though, there is sometimes an ill feeling of regret, even depression, when you take a risk for that urge, and that risk is realized.
I had a urge after work, so put on my flats (with black socks in guy mode) and went to a store on my way home. I used to be anxious about running into someone I knew, but not this time. The line to pay took a long time, but I didn't mind if random strangers noticed my shoes - none of them did.
On my way back to the car, I saw a familiar face off in the distance waving at me. There was no escape, I had to go say hi. Luckily she was preoccupied with getting her and her belongings out of the car that she didn't notice my shoes. But I had this slight fear and regret after about why I was so reckless about my urge.
Weeks later, that regret is gone, and I'm back to my risky shopping in flats.
I work in a library. I was wearing a dress under my jumper and trousers in January. It was a very quiet day and I had an urge to remove my trousers. I didn't and it was perhaps just as well, as a teenage boy came near the table where I was working. Since then, the manager has allowed me to wear a dress when I work in the library and I have only had a couple of odd looks and I have not seen any teenagers in the library.
