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Hi Roxanne It simply means that there is s whole lot of us that enjoy dressing in women s clothing. Most of us can remember back to our preteen wanting the same . i was really cute back then
I had lots of female friends, and wanted to be me.
A boy, playing with his friends, dressed like his friends.
Love Laura
When my older sis dressed me when I was 5, I remember being a little nervous at first, but once she and her gf had those white cotton panties on me and slid that sundress over y head, I know I felt like it had just made everything 'right' with me. We didn't have a lot of money when I was little, so my sis and I had to share a bedroom in the apartment's we were living in while mom slept on the pull out sofa. Sis and I changed clothes in front of each other all the time, and I remember comparing our bodies and wishing I was more like her, but I had this 'thing' that she did not.
I always wished I would wake up one morning and look like her and be her little sister. It was sweet to get to dress like a girl so I could play dolls with her and her friends, and none of them ever told anyone outside of our little Barbie group about me, that I ever learned of anyway. I wanted badly to be a girl my own age so I could fit in at school and with others until I was about 13 or 14. That's when I wished I was older so I could dress and be Paula in my own apartment and never have to change back again.
I wanted to be both, I had lots of female friends that were all tomboys, the woman I looked up to was my mother and she was a tomboy too, I’ve wanted to be able to dress as a girl or be one for a long time but I’m happy crossdressing.
I mainly wanted to be a girl of any age. Just feminine.First I dreamed to be Supergirl in the comic books or a princess in the fairy tales. Then I dreamed of being a grown woman. I invented a twenty-something-year-old actress whom I used to characterize in my games. Imagining movies in where I was the leading female character. I think I was very lonely. Maybe I still am.
Gisela
The more time I spend on CDH the more memories come back to the surface....
I have to say neither.
I remember being very young and wanting to spend more time with the girls in my neighborhood and in early years of Grammer school. I felt so comfortable with them. More so than the boys. I enjoyed playing Barbie dolls with K but being embarrassed at first because of that feeling that boys shouldn't play with dolls. However for every time I played with one of the girls, I played with the boys 50 times or 100 or 1000.
I remember sitting in the den watching TV with my father, and wishing secretly I could have the girl toys in the commercials....
Still I always identified as a boy. Even when I thought boys were too rough and girls were soft and sweet, I would rather spend time with the girls but I never felt like a girl or like I wanted to be a girl.
Now... I want to be a part time woman. I feel femme on CDH no matter what I'm wearing or where I am. I love the fashions, the shoes, the makeup and especially the lingerie....
I love being with the ladies.
And here I get to be one with you all.
It's pretty awesome.
Somehow I only noticed the detail about ribbed tights now. Still nothing cosier to me. Absolutely some of my first pangs of jealousy came from girls wearing them. I should get some for both me and my wife (been hoping for the latter almost as long...)
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They were very fashionable with young women here in the U.K in the early eighties.I had a few pairs they were very nice and cosy.
I wanted to be a grown woman. As a prepubescent boy I was mesmerized by the mystic of women; the makeup, shoes, clothes, and of course their lingerie. I remember discovering some of my father’s magazines that featured Bettie Paige, I immediately wanted to be her. To this day, she remains the woman I would love to be
I agree, I find the more of the various posts I read the more memories come flooding back. It is amazing the similarities in many of experiences
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Lovely words Autumn.
Didn't really think about it until high school. In high school I definitely wanted to be one of the girls of that age group. I used to dream about trying out for cheerleaders, going on dates and prom. Hanging out with the other girls in my class and talk about boys. I wanted to experience that so much.
I had to think really hard about this. I didn't want to be any age. I just wanted to wear my moms bras, panties, nylons, dresses, and shoes. I wanted to feel feminine. I didn't know anything about makeup but loved wearing lipstick.
Jennifer I totally agree with you when I was young I wanted to be a young girl and grow up and be a beautiful woman and experience all the world has to offer a woman full