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I have a proper, professional photoshoot lined up for 11am (BST = GMT +1) on Tuesday - let's call that about 40 hours or so to go. I have done this once before (please see my photos on my profile - and please don't be too harsh about the model's incompetence...) My problem is that I was so, so nervous last time - and (for Atheismo* knows what reason!) I'm way more nervous this time! I've actually considered pulling out - and losing all the money I've paid - even though I know that (the fantastic photographer) Tracey has seen it all before - with me as one of them. Has anyone else had this experience? Why do I feel so over-the-top worried, considering that it isn't a new experience for me? Oh - and wht sort of look should I be trying for? Pretend to be young? Accept my age? Girl about town - or what a great cocktail dress? All ideas considered - even though the stress may cause a (shall we say) "blip"... and a possible (though I really don't like that idea) cancellation...... Sorry to be such a pain - I'm just totally on edge and really panicking!!! Holly XXX
* Atheismo - the Lady, High Godess of all us Atheists! Hail and All Praise to Her!
Hey Holly, you only live once. Go for it hun. Let your MUA artist guide you on outfits/looks. I was terrified going to my first makeover but was completely chilled at the second, a couple of weeks ago. I'm still waiting for the pics, but I rather think I made a mistake in having too many ideas of my own which I'm not sure worked so well. Anyway I'll share the pics and you ladies can tell me what you think. These people are are professionals. They do this all day every day, so just relax and revel in immersing yourself in your girly side. Go for it girl!
Hugs, Chrissie xx.
Perhaps you are nervous because you were nervous before so got nervous thinking about the previous nervousness, if that makes sense.
You look fine in the pictures and the outfits were lovely. perhaps this time go for more everyday outfits as a balance to the last. Of course the nerves could be that you will want to have more time as Holly after another raft of reaffirming pictures reveal a good looking lady.
Carpe Diem! (seize the fish)
I think the teacher didn't do her homework. It would mean closer to daily fish, or fish by the day, or fish for each day. Sieze the fish would be carpe carpe.
"I don't think you even recognize the sound of your voice
When its blasting through the speakers in the sky And if your words add up to nothing Then you're making a choice to sing a cover When we need a battle cryHolly, you can do this 🙂 You don't even have to go outside Tracey's studio if you don't want to, and she's already seen last time the very body you'll bring in with you, so nothing to worry about there.
I'm with Ellie in that while having Tracey create a character or a much younger you is absolutely fine, that's what she did last time. Why not trust her perception and let her bring out the inner girl that she sees in you tomorrow? I think it will enhance your feminine life to be able to see your own natural inner beauty on the outside 🙂 Have a lovely time honey *hugs*
Fiona xxx
All you ladies are so lovely and supportive; I AM going to do it - even though the terror seems to be increasing by the minute. Looking at all the replies, I think the idea really is just to let Tracey decide what I should wear and what sort of style I should be adopting; after all, not only does she know what she's doing, but also my own fashion sense is pretty appalling. Now, I need a long, hot bath, a shave and a decent nights sleep - though the latter may prove to be a little difficult! I'll post some piccies as soon as possible - if I don't manage to crack the camera lens...... Holly XXX
I am giving advice from the closet, however l am not ready to walk out yet, however when l was younger l went to a swimming pool and went to the 10ft end. I wanted to jump in but l was nervous never having done it before. I decided that l had to jump in. I jumped in and all went well. I guess we get to a point where we feel we must, when it's over we are glad we took the leap and take pride in it. I know considering l am still in the closet l do seem l little Hippocratic however in time l will take the leap myself
Hi Holly,
YOLO! Let it all go!
It is normal to be nervous for a photo shoot, after all you are exposung ypurself in a very intimate way to a relative stranger. My wife did a boudoir shoot awhe back and was super nervous as well. Once she got start though she had the time of her life. Have a glass, or two at the most, to relax and just let your photographer direct things from there. A professional knows what they are doing and will coax the best out of you.
As for looks, that is entirely up to you. Personally I like a classic well groomed look, think black dress and stockings which can be elegant at any age. There is nothing wrong with doing a cocktail dress if that is your desire, but it is harder for many of us with less then perfect bodies to pull off. My gavorite is a least one lingerie look with a black sheer robe to hide the imperfectiins yet show off the lingerie underneath.
Most of all, just have fun.
I went - and Tracey did a (predictably) SUPERB job: my first new picture has now been submitted - I'm going to write an article about the experience, but, believe me, this was the biggest thrill any girl could ever have!!! WATCH THIS SPACE!!! Holly XXX
Hiya Fiona: more piccies will be coming shortly - but it's all down to the fantastic photographer rather than the sub-standard model! I just hope that the next sets to come out show me as Tracey made me look and not as I usually am! Love you: Holly XXX