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(@reidurden)
Noble Member     Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
Joined: 4 years ago

When I returned home after work yesterday I had several packages awaiting me.

-My very first 2 wigs

-1 pair of faux leather pants

-My first pair of B cup silicone breast forms

There is such a wide variety of feelings and opinions on what makes us CD, whether it’s a fetish for pretty clothes, make up (and all that) or an outward expression of the lady inside, well, it’s a pretty broad spectrum to say the least.

I don’t know where I fit (or if it even matters), but I do know one thing.

When I put on the wig and fit my breast forms into my bra for the very first time today, I didn’t see a dude in the mirror playing dress up, (even with several days of stubble on my face) I saw Rei, and she is beautiful.

Oh, to live in interesting times.........

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(@regine)
Noble Member     Simcoe County, Ontario, Canada
Joined: 4 years ago

That is just awesome Rei,you go girl.
Hugs,Regine

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(@Anonymous)
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How superb Rei

I love it that you seem so happy, it's wonderful when you put on forms for the first time, I bet you hated taking the off.....or have you ??

What colour and style of wigs did you get?? I have lots, I see a new style and get it, but I never seem to throw any away???....very addictive...

Grace 💋💋

 

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(@lauralovett)
Noble Member     Maidenhead, Berkshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

I got a lovely tip from a drag queen regarding wigs; She said to use hair shine spray.

It makes a real difference, especially after you've worn and washed your wig(s) a few times, and they start looking a bit lifeless.

I'm using this shampoo and spray for washing,  https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B006P0H6UG/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_n6ENFb354BE7N?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1 and this spray for a little boost to the shine for going out https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B005LHTCR4/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_s3ENFbDZBDZSJ?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1

I remember well my first wig, and the first time I tried forms. I don't feel properly dressed without either these days!

Love Laura

 

 

 

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(@ohlivialivin)
Noble Member     Norfolk, Ontario, Canada
Joined: 6 years ago

So happy for you Rei

Even when I first started with the silicone bra enhancers it made such a difference in my phsychy, and after I upgraded to full forms....oh boy. When we get 'it' right, no matter what our 'it' is, we glow!

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(@fantom5051)
Estimable Member     Wilmington, North Carolina, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

Hi Rei,

So glad you are able to finally see Rei as she is supposed to be. That happened to me as well when I put on my forms and wig the first time also. I couldn't stop staring in the mirror. I started to feel complete. Keep it up!

 

Maria

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(@paulaf)
Noble Member     Pampa, Tx, Texas, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

It is amazing to see 'that guy' disappear to be replaced by the real you, finally.  It never gets old either.  Enjoy it each and every time it happens.

PaulaF

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(@reidurden)
Noble Member     Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
Joined: 4 years ago

It actually was disappointing to remove them for a little while but as soon as I could, back on again.

One wig is a medium golden brown and the other is a light auburn, styles.........medium length, layered, supposed to be a good fit for my looooooong face.

My youngest daughter and my wife did my make up for me tonight so I could enjoy the entire experience on Hallowe’en.

There’s only been a few times in my life where I’ve been this happy Grace. I know it’s just superficial/skin deep, but until tonight, there’s never been a time where I liked what I saw in the mirror or the camera.

This could become a habit........

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(@reidurden)
Noble Member     Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
Joined: 4 years ago

Thank you so much for the great tips and advice Laura, saves me the trouble of asking all you fine ladies for help!

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(@reidurden)
Noble Member     Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
Joined: 4 years ago

Thank you Olivia, I guess that GLOW is what’s coursing through my veins even as I type this.
It’s sad but the only time I’ve felt ‘high’ like this is under the influence of alcohol/and or drugs.
So THIS is what feeling high on life feels like!

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(@reidurden)
Noble Member     Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
Joined: 4 years ago

Maria, thank you!
I am finding it hard to sit still and not run to the mirror every couple of minutes.
How does that saying go? “You don’t know what you don’t know” but I guess deep down some part of me always knew what was required.

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(@reidurden)
Noble Member     Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
Joined: 4 years ago

Hi Paula!

While my daughter and wife were doing my make up tonight (first time) I made sure they took lots of pictures but I didn’t want to see until the transformation was done.
Shocked hardly sums it up! Flabbergasted! Lol

Is it really possible to feel that awe every time Rei  emerges? I feel so grateful and lucky.

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(@Anonymous)
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Yay 😀
Go Rei !!!

 

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(@py)
Reputable Member     Scotland
Joined: 7 years ago

That's great Rei , and to have the look completed by two very special makeup artists! you have been blessed, enjoy. Py .

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(@pimagirl)
Noble Member     Tucson, Arizona, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

Very happy for you Rei.

I'm surprised by your feelings. Pretty special.

Another step into womanhood.

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