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Am I twisted,bent,dented,damaged, torn or have a split personality?

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I have been into women and most likely will always be and expecially after looking at some of the babe's on this site but then there is this other person within me that wants to be a women. This other side (feminine side) gets so excited about panties nylons garter belts dresses.

I always try to analyze things but I'm sure this started when my sisters dressed me in a dress, panties, and tights, I was 5 years old. Then around 13 or so I would wear my mothers dresses. I'm almost 60 now and my testosterone level is down and I guess that this is may be driving my lust for this.

I have worn panties and nylons garter belt under my work clothes many times and now under my sweat pants with my wife, I cannot tell her because she would pop! I mean go nuts scream holler and I'm not going to go through that now.

I'm not saying that this a disorder and I feel that if a person wants to dress as a women or man it's up to them. I really enjoy my feminine side and would like to spend more time on that side but my circumstances prohibited that but that doesn't stop me from lusting or getting that itch for it.

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Hi Brenda, sounds very familiar, in more than one way. I agree that it's up to each person for her/himself, but make sure you don't destroy what you have at home if you're happy. As you state: it's up to you.

Hug,

Catarina

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We all have issues dear.  For me, it is about being happy and excited with what I am doing. I really don't feel sexy or attractive at all unless I am wearing something femme.  I do let the zone get the better of me sometimes though!  You should stop trying to label yourself and just enjoy where the day takes you.  Remember. Tomorrow is not guaranteed!

 

Good Luck Brenda

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I have a live in gf of 16 years who loves my ccd life .I also have a 14 year old son who doesnt mind either. If it makes you happy do it otherwise you will probably be miserable like i was for a very long time .

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Hi Brenda,

You’re normal...    I don’t get why a GG can wear whatever outfit/look she wants, e.g. jeans, work boots, military uniform, shirt with a tie, buzz cut hair, etc. etc. and no one bats an eye...   But if a man wears any part of a woman’s attire/look, then it’s the end of western civilization....

Be yourself...   But more importantly: Be true to yourself...

Michelle

xoxo

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Hello Michelle

Very well said! End of western society 🙂

Thank you

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Keep it coming, I'm loving the feedback:-)

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Hi Brenda!

Great, just pursue it!  It's wonderful!  I love women, love sex with women, love how beautiful, sexy and what wonderful aromas they where, to the point I want to be like them!  That's what drives me!

It's all good and wonderful!!!!

Ummmm, feelin' it today!

R

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