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Crossdresser from Poland

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I just created an account. I do not know what to write in this post. Maybe I will tell You how my feminine side was born.

It was when I was 5-6 I suppose. I was with my parents on my uncle birthday party. I with my boy and girl cousins were playing in other room. We were playing basic games for most of the time, but at some point we started to play truth or dare game. I know that we were too little for that but We were doing it :D. I do not know how the game goes but at some point my girl cousin dared me to dress in her red polka-dotted dress. I can remember it as it was yesterday. This dress was satin, with puffy petticoat and above knee length. I do not remember if I hesitate to put the dress on but finally I was wearing it. But that was not end of this day. After my makeover somebody dared my girl cousin to wear my boy clothes. She put them on. Then somebody insist that we should show our parents how we look. We done that but I can't remember how they react. And after that I change back to my clothes and there my memory end.

I know it sounds like some fiction story but that was real. I am honest.

From this experience I started to think about girly clothes. I was addicted to them. I love how soft and tight my cousins dress was.In my house I coudn't dress in almost anything becouse I have not sister or brother. Only girly clothes in my house was from my mother, but she did have only formal clothes. I was addicted to pink, red and other pastel colours. My mother did not have those, but when I was home alone I look for something in her room. It took me some time to find her panties drawer, but when I found it I try my first womens panties 🙂 and red skirt( the only one in house).

For around 12 years the only girly clothes I could wear was my mothers and only when I was home alone. One day I found her wedding dress and put it on too but that was only one time.

After those 12 years I could first time buy something for myself. I was so scared to go into the shop, but I done that. I bought my first pair of thongs. Unfortunately I coudn't wear them becouse of narrow gusset so I must go into the shop again. Right now I have very many panties, bra, hose and a piece of skirt, dress, blouse, body, heels, garter belt and leggings. Probably many other clothes that I can't remember right now.

I have these clothes in my parents house so I am scared that They will find them but I do my best to hide them.

My sexuality also changed but I do not know if You want to hear about that.

Right know I want to feel and do more girly things. I wear only boy clothes in public. I try to think of small things that I could implement to my life. I rearranged my phone with some girly theme and wallpaper. Maybe I will force myself to wear panties more, hose or maybe I will pee sitting down. I do not know what to do. Maybe You have some ideas to femme my life? I do not want to be girl in public but I want to feel that way. I think I spell it wrong. I want to be girl in public but I can't becouse of society so I want to feel that way at least.

Sorry for many mistatkes but english isn't my first language.

I am sorry for that long and probably stupid post but I do not tell many people about my second side so sometimes I need to write about it.

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(@dlgeb275)
Noble Member     niagara falls, ny., New York, United States of America
Joined: 9 years ago

Hello and welcome to this fabulous site.   Your English is just fine, I am from Niagara Falls n.y . I have been c.ding for 30 years on and off.  My story is too long to write, but I can make it a short one.    Started when I had to wear tights in a school play, the feeling of tights was so intense I was hooked, wanted to see what it's like to wear a dress and bra and panties. I did with my grandmothers dress and bra, I was totally hooked and wanted to dress more in female cloths, my desire to c.d went away and came later in my years, now I am 54 and married I dress up more then I am male. Wife knows but will not see me or help.    So there is a short version of my side.

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