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Hi ladies, its my first time ever openly talking about this desire. Have trolled for years admiring all who could openly face what has been an intense compulsion. Secretly wanting to be a girl yet knowing it isnt a realistic senario. Reading of so many who accepted that part of who they are and finally being outwardly comfortable. Seeing myself in so many other stories yet afraid of the stygma. Fantasizing what it would be like to be female yet not willing to give up a current status quo. I have no memory of not wanting to be female. Silk, nylon, bra, panty and gartered hose have always tweaked my soul. An urge to be loved as a woman yet comfortable with being male. Each i have read of causes a deep admiration of strenght and personal gain. I was the only male with 4 younger sisters and an alcoholic intimidating father. With no male role model, i so wanted to b strong like Mom. Grew up in the closet. Married, 3children and a divorce after 36 years because of my compulsion.
i finally accept her as a part of who i am. Yet i still am strongly attracted to women. Its even stronger to us who can play the part so well. Its the peace and serenity i see in your eyes that attracts me. A sometime fantasy to play dress up with either a gurl or a girl. To indulge in a dream i know most likely will not happen. The feel of the lingerie and clothes is both so calming yet stimulating. Its a mixed bag of being ok with male but aching to be female. Thank you each and all for the courage to finally say what i have celt for my whole life.
Hi Shirley, wonderful to meet you. I'm pretty new here myself, I must say thank you for sharing. Much of what you said I can very much relate to but am to scared to share myself. It was very brave of you to share your thoughts so quickly. I will say the girls here have been very kind and encouraging from my short experience. Again, welcome! Danielle
Howdy Shirley-J ! Welcome to our little site. which grows every day. Sweetheart.....do not be afraid....be who you want to be. I go out female 60 % of my time and 40 % male (well no make up, wig....just girls jeans and a mans shirt and shoes.....still keep the lingerie unless at doctors.
My door is always open....do drop in for a chat.
Lady Veronica
hello and welcome just like every one said great place to meet.
Welcome Shirley,
I'm still pretty new to this site, but I'm really glad I found it myself. I can't explain how it's helped me in taking major steps in embracing the female part of my personality. This isn't just a support network, it's also a really fun place to interact with people. I get excited to hear form each member who contacts me when I check my femme e-mail account.
At any rate, good luck as you begin embracing your inner lady, and I hope that you find all the resources you need to become your outer lady!
XOXO,
Brandi
thank you. this is my first site and first words. be a free and as female and as male as you wish to be...Thank you again.
