Good evening, I am Denise

Hello, I am new to this website and am excited about its possibilities for exploring CD direction. I am a 68 yo widowed man, who experimented in cross dressing in order to remain in contact with my wife by wearing her lingerie and nightgowns. She had died suddenly. While that view has been a constant even though I had to part with some of her clothing, when I tried to start dating there was little success. To enjoy and savor the feel of a woman, I began purchasing lingerie and stockings to wear. I guess if I tried I could make myself passable but at this time I prefer to enjoy dressing in private. Maybe being here could change this view somewhat, I am willing to be open-minded to other possibilities.