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(@freyap)
Eminent Member     California, United States of America
Joined: 2 years ago

I have longed to find somewhere that I can find people like myself the talk to an try and understand who I am.

When I was 10 I was a page boy for my aunts wedding. It required I wear navel style uniform that consisted among other items of a pair of satin knickerbockers and white tights.

Even at this young age I remember the smooth feel of the tights was something I enjoyed. it was very different from anything I had worn before. Carrying the train of my aunts amazing wedding dress while wearing satin and nylon and being part of the center of attention flicked the switch inside me.

Fast forward to my mid teens and I started "borrowing"  underwear and lingerie from my step sister and my best friends mom without them knowing. This was definitely that start of my awakening to feeling feminine even if it was for sexual kicks.

I am now in my 40's and have been wearing on and off for more than 20 years but never understood why I feel this way or what I ultimately want from my endeavors. I dress in private although my girlfriend knows, but I would like to explore this side of me more.

I hope this is the place to find what I'm looking for and make some friends along the way.

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Duchess
(@aprilcdmf)
Prominent Member     Nevada, United States of America
Joined: 3 years ago

Hello Freya welcome to CDH I am glad you have shared a part of who you are and found us and made the step to become part of a family that is welcoming, understanding, compassionate, and supportive. While we are all similar and have many of the same desires we all differ on our goals or public expression and or level of personal experiences. I encourage you to explore the many forums, topics, polls and member biographies found here as there are a wide range of members all over the spectrum of feminine expression or those on the path to transition and those that have. There are also links to websites that have products and services that may help you on your own personal path of acceptance and self expression. Ultimately it is a place, home, or world were you can feel feel comfortable and confident in who you are; as being who you truly are as your authentic self of you being a man, a woman, or expressing your feminine desires feelings and or qualities. I am happy you are here and have made a choice to accept this part of yourself as self acceptance is the most important thing you can do for yourself and others. You can’t expect others to accept you if you don’t accept yourself all of you. As you are sharing a part of your authentic self here on CDH it ultimately lifts some of the burden that you may be feeling which many of us have carried for what seems like a lifetime you are not alone. I am happy you have made the step to be here. Welcome!

Hugs April

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Lady
Topic starter
(@freyap)
Eminent Member     California, United States of America
Joined: 2 years ago

Thank you April for your kind words. it feels good to have someone welcoming with open arms when Freya has been trapped in the dark for so many years.

I hope in time she gets to experience the world as much as she deserves. I feel like this is going to be a good starting place.

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Duchess
(@aprilcdmf)
Prominent Member     Nevada, United States of America
Joined: 3 years ago

You will find this is right where you need and are supposed to be!🤗😁

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Duchess Annual
(@blondsherri)
Honorable Member     Missoula, Montana, United States of America
Joined: 7 years ago

Hello Freya and welcome, please enjoy reaping the benefits that come with joining  CDH. It's a wonderful place to be!

Sherri

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(@aliceunderwire)
Illustrious Member     Near Burlington, Vermont, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

Hi Freda,

Welcome to CDH.  You’ll meet many wonderful ladies here.

Alice

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Duchess
(@rozalyne)
Famed Member     Shrewsbury, Shropshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 3 years ago

Hi Freya welcome to CDH it's nice to meet you, we are like one big happy family on here so don't be shy come on in and join the family, I'm a mature crossdresser I've been dressing most of my life since i was about 8 or 9 years old when i tried my older sister's lingerie on, I'm still in the closet to my wife and family, I'm sorry i can't meet up with you for a coffee ☕ I'm on the other side of the pond in the UK, I'm sure there are lots of girls near to where you live who will be happy to meet up with you for a coffee and a chat, I'm sure you will find lots of friends on here so if you have any questions just ask and the girls will get back to you X 🎀

Hugs Rozalyn X 💋

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(@erika1971)
Estimable Member     Hollywood, Maryland, United States of America
Joined: 2 years ago

Freya, you have most defiantly found the place you are looking for!  We are so happy to have you join us!

Erika

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Lady
Topic starter
(@freyap)
Eminent Member     California, United States of America
Joined: 2 years ago

Thank you Erika. Looking forward to getting to know everyone.

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(@mocha)
Honorable Member     Brindisi- BDS, Apulia / Puglia, Italy
Joined: 3 years ago

Hello Freya

Welcome to CDH, a large and welcoming family. It's a pleasure to meet you here.
Here you will be able to exchange opinions and information and find support to go forward in your enfemme adventure.
Have fun participating in the forums, polls and questionnaires.
Here no one is judged, but always welcomed with a warm embrace.

I'm Greta, a 56-year-old CD/TG person (I'm taking my first steps in HRT); with a life a little complicated by having to hide my gender identity for too long ..... when I'm alone at home and I know I have no guests I'm Greta, if I'm at work or I have guests at home I'm Greta dressed in unisex clothing outwardly like Mr. Antonio but wearing my women's underwear of course.

XOXOX from Italy 🇮🇹
Greta ❤️

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Lady
Topic starter
(@freyap)
Eminent Member     California, United States of America
Joined: 2 years ago

Hello Rosalyn,

thank you for your reply. I too am from the UK but I now live in California.

I grew up in Devon before moving to the states. I wish I had been more adventurous and inquisitive before I moved to the US I had no idea back then how many cross dressers there were around me. Not to say I’m not in good company here.

I look forward to getting to know everyone.

 

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Lady
Topic starter
(@freyap)
Eminent Member     California, United States of America
Joined: 2 years ago

Hello Greta, nice to meet you.

Thank you for reaching out and welcoming me. You are all so kind.

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Duchess
(@rozalyne)
Famed Member     Shrewsbury, Shropshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 3 years ago

Your welcome Freya, I've found with this site there are lots of us girls all around the world, even some just down the road from us X

Hugs X 🎀

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(@Anonymous)
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Joined: 1 second ago

Well we are all at different stages if you want to go farther with it we can help you. I am full time girl 👧. We are glad to have you welcome to the site

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Lady
(@allysajayne)
Reputable Member     Southbend, Indiana, United States of America
Joined: 2 years ago

Hello. Freya. Welcome to CDH. You have come to the right place for support and advice. All of the ladies are willing to help you with your journey and your questions. Hugs, Allysa

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