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Leigh here. I've lurked as a non-member, admiring the spirit and helpfulness of CDH for s while now, finally decided to take the plunge.
So, my story, sorry form. About the time I entered 4th grade, I started to be fascinated with an older girl cousin of mine. I wanted to be like her in every way. I shared this fascination with my mom, and, God bless her, she bought me a dress and panties identical to one my cousin had, even helped me put them on.
I was enchanted, then disappointed because my burr haircut (fashionable in the late 50s for boys) spoiled the effect. To my mom's credit, she didn't poke fun or embarrass me in any way.
Later in my tweens, the thought of having boobs and being "girly" was a turn-on, so when my mom was out, I'd try wearing her bras, stuffed with tissue. Coupled with masturbation, I guess this is where I got the idea dressing was "sinful."
Like many dressing went on over the years in spurts. Buy some clothes, dress in private, feel guilty, through them away. Probably familiar to you.
Now, at 67, I'm hoping I can convince my wife to allow me to experience this true side of myself, maybe even help.
Bless you all!
Leigh
Hiya Leigh,
Welcome to the friendly CD space.
I'm still in the closet aged 50, and if you are brave enough to come out, then I admire you greatly.
Nikki x
Leigh, welcome. We are so much alike. I too am in my 60”s ouch!!!! . And have just in the pass couple of years open my hidden feelings of xdressing to which I haven’t experience since back in my late teens. Society’s ways certainly helped as an a early marriage so my dreams of experiencing my femininity was gone. But life’s changes helped to explore this so by searching around on websites I came across this wonderful place. Shortly after joining I learned how to open up to my wife and now a new world has been opened up and with support from her and this site it’s been an amazing time. Maybe in time when the moments right you will be able to open up to your wife and hopefully with her showing even a little acceptance your journey will be wonderful . Girls here are wonderful and very helpful so relax and start experiencing the true feelings that are now here. Friendships are so exciting to make and has help me accept who I am. Very nice meeting you and love to talk and share about our experiences . Hugs!!
Stephanie 🌹
Welcome Leigh to CDH. I hope the talk with your wife goes well and you can experience more of Leigh.
Hi Leigh !
Since you were a lurker I will guess you know your way around the forums and such. I hope you achieve your desire of having your wife know and possibly help you. I have the same desire.
Welcome to CDH !
Hugs
Autumn
Hi Leigh,
Welcome to CDH. Good luck with your SO. I hope someday to have the courage to have that conversation with my SO.
Angela
Welcome Leigh!