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(@rachael11)
Estimable Member     Chicago, Illinois, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

I started experimenting with moms undies when I was 11.  The rush was incredible but I was embarrassed and felt guilty.  I kept using her things through high school.  Got first gf after that and were together for years.  I found myself in love with her but completely jealous of her body.  It ended badly.  But I’ve never been able to shake my desire to be her.  I’m married but I recently started dressing again with some underwear my wife threw away.  She has no idea.  The name I use is my exes.  Because I still want to be her.  Thanks for listening!!!

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Welcome, sister! And I'm sure most of us started similarly to your story.

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Lady
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(@rachael11)
Estimable Member     Chicago, Illinois, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

Thanks!  I found I was able to repress the urges for a long time, or they just were weaker.  But as I age they’ve come roaring back

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They do that. It's always best to listen to her

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Lady
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(@rachael11)
Estimable Member     Chicago, Illinois, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

My wife and family are not the type to understand.  I even told my mom I experimented with her things when I was young and she just said curiosity and dropped it.  So I’ve been doing as much as I can to indulge my inner Rachael.

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(@robyn99)
Noble Member     Texas, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

Hi Rachael,

Welcome to CDH!

- Robyn

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(@oldregistry)
Honorable Member     Batley, West Yorkshire, United Kingdom
Joined: 4 years ago

Hi Rachael
Welcome to CDH it's brilliant here so friendly and informative,
Love to chat with you anytime.

Hugs Charlotte

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Lady
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(@rachael11)
Estimable Member     Chicago, Illinois, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

Thanks Charlotte!!! It’s great to find a place where I don’t feel like a weirdo

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(@fishingr8)
Illustrious Member     Montana, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

Hi Rachael nice to meet you and so happy you found and joined us girls here on the best CD site on the internet so get settled in relax amd enjoy your self.. As a new sister and family member you are welcomed here with open arms into our home as well as yours now also.. So much to see and do here from reading the forums and posts from many ladies here telling there stories about there lives so when you get comfortable with us please jopin in with some comments to these ladies.. Then your turn just a story or two about the life and times of Rachael as she travels down her girly path in life .. We all here are very supportive and accepting of all who step thru these doors .. As for making friends here there are so many ladies here from all over the world to build lasting friendships with.. So again nice to meet you and hope to see you around for a chat sometime ..

Stephanie bass

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Lady
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(@rachael11)
Estimable Member     Chicago, Illinois, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

Thanks Stephanie!!  I hope that someday I can find the strength to become the Rachael of my dreams.  But talking to other girls like me helps a lot!!

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Welcome Rachael!

— Abbie 🥰

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(@fishingr8)
Illustrious Member     Montana, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

Well say hello any time im usually here in the evenings from around 7 ish to 10  as for home from work till bed time up early to go to work and i need lots of beauty sleep ha ha ..

Stephanie

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Lady
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(@rachael11)
Estimable Member     Chicago, Illinois, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

Hi Abbie!!

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Lady
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(@rachael11)
Estimable Member     Chicago, Illinois, United States of America
Joined: 4 years ago

I feel you there Stephanie.  I’ve never even tried makeup beyond toe paint.  I’d need a lot of beauty sleep to be my dream self

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(@requaljoanne)
Honorable Member     New South Wales, Australia
Joined: 4 years ago

Hi Rachael and welcome to this friendly and supportive Heaven.

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