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Hello, everyone! My name is Jacie. I'm 26 years old and am living in Tennessee. I'm currently in graduate school and am teaching part time. After reading a lot of articles on Crossdresser Heaven, I finally decided to join and am so glad I did. Even though I just joined, I can already see what a remarkable, accepting, and much needed space this site truly is and I'm very grateful to be a part of it.
I've been dressing in private for about two years now and am still very much a novice. I guess I first became aware of this feminine facet of my identity in my early teens. I denied my feelings for a long time and, even after accepting they were there, I still wouldn't allow myself to act on them. All I could think about was how my friends and especially my family would react if they found out. Since I could only think of others, I felt so selfish for even wanting to dress (I still feel that way now, sometimes.) By doing that, though, I can now see that I was only ignoring myself. One day, I decided that I am not going to do that anymore.
It's a long story, but the awesome thing is I know it's one I don't necessarily need to tell here. You all understand, because you have been through similar things yourselves. My feelings aren't nonsense to you. I can't tell you how good that feels. And it feels so good to finally be in a new part of my story- to finally embrace my femininity and let it shine, even if it's just to myself right now.
Thanks for reading! I look forward to getting to know you all!
Best,
Jacie
Hello Jacie welcome to the sisterhood. . Here expressing your self is nurturing experience, and that's no nonsense. Here known you have the comfort and support from many of these remarkable ladies all here to help in any way. Embrace your femininity and yes sparkle in the shine. I too am new but here understanding who and what I am and is more than I have ever imagined. Enjoy your journey. 🌹
Hi Jacie,
Welcome, so nice to meet you!! Love your story!! And, yes we all have gone through similar circumstances. Never denied who you really are. Embrace it!!! I wouldn't change anything in my life!! I have totally excerpted who I am. And love the way I've turned out!!!
Love and hugs,
Lanna💋
Hi Jacie!
Welcome to CDH. As you already have noticed, there is a wonderful sisterhood here. So many of the girls are reaching out and going an extra mile to help and support anyone who needs it. If you have questions or just want to have some girly chat, just send me a message.
Marianne
Hello Jacie welcome to the sisterhood. . Here expressing your self is a nurturing experience, and that’s no nonsense. Here known you have the comfort and support from many of these remarkable ladies all here to help in any way. Embrace your femininity and yes sparkle in the shine. I too am new but here understanding who and what I am and is more than I have ever imagined. Enjoy your journey. 🌹
Welcome aboard sister! Hope you find everything your looking for on site and do call any of us just to chat or seek assistance. Looking forward to hearing more from you!
Lady Veronica
Thank you so much, everyone! Your kind words mean so much to me. I tried responding to a few of you earlier, but my replies didn't seem to show up. I think I've got it figured out now though.
I grew up with two older brothers; it was (and is) a very masculine household which made my femininity that much harder to express, so the feeling of sisterhood many of you mention is something that is really a welcome relief to my soul. To make matters worse, I've always had trouble having female friends. I guess I always knew I was actually coming from this in-between space- not quite one of the girls but definitely not one of the guys either. Talking with and relating to women was always easy and felt so natural, but difficult at the same time because my ease only reminded me of how "un-male" I was. And as you can imagine, I never felt comfortable in the male sphere either. I'm sure a lot of you know how alienating that can be. I understand things better now, which makes things a bit easier, but to be able to share in the feeling of sisterhood truly feels incredible. Sorry to go on so long lol (I promise I'm not so serious all the time, I'm really a pretty light-hearted person) but thank you all so much, sisters. I look forward to getting to know you better!
Hi Jacie,
You are very welcome!! So flag to have met you and hope to get to know you better!! I Love your story. I grew up with two sisters so that might be an indication as to why I am the way I am!!
Love and hugs,
Lanna💋
