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I enjoy to be a woman from time to time. Two parts form me a a human - masculine and feminine. Now I am developing myself as Monika and feel happy. I have touched this side at school age by trying my mam's black stockings. And since we are together.
My wife supports me to a certain extent. We shop together. I use her cloths. But what she does not know, it that when I am Monika I what to be fully woman. I want to feel a man touching me and kissing me. Yesterday I was in a cafe with a man, wearing nice lingerie under my men's cloth. But I felt that it is not mine to be with a man in reality, better keep them in a fantasy land.
i love dressing up as a female {woman} when my fem side wants to come out its all over she dresses me from head to toe. and i feel more of a female then after she is done dressing me up all pretty. there are times i want a man to treat me like a female and kiss me and caress me like a female, rub between my legs, suck on my neck, for play each other. but that's my fem side that wants it not my male side. so its all a dream for her. my wife knows but will not see or help me with make up.she tells me that i can do what i want to do for the 2 adult kids are going out for the night. guess what i was 1/2 way there. so i finish up and feel like a female and enjoy it while i can and be happy and stress free and depressed free
Welcome to CDH, Monika! You are certainly not alone in those desires to be fully female, even if they only remain fantasies.
Hi Monika and welcome to CDH.
Rachel
