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I'm very happy with my current life and the lifestyle it brings me. I am happily married to a loving wife who understands my desire to CD, but I haven't really expressed myself fully to her my deep desires and that is hard for me, but I also have little children running around me, so for their sake, I keep myself closeted.
I have been curious since I was 15 years old and over the years, the fascination went from panties to stockings, but as the years have passed, I've become in tune with my desires and once I told my then girl friend, now my wife about my secret, it became acceptable, being honest and up front about it. We even go shopping for intimates together, before we had children. These days, if see something online, I just go ahead and get it for me.
In my normal life, I am a Soldier, going on 14 years in the Army, but when I'm home, I feel the need and desire to dress down and give that control up and feel different in softer intimates. What I seek is courage from others to share my deepest most intimate feelings about CD with my SO and what desires I can be completely honest with her. Just a basic intro of my inner Angela, I'm sure more will follow as I can connect with other like minded "women".
Hi Angela
Youll find all the girls on here so friendly and supportive.
Hugs Andrea
Hi Angela Welcome to the site you will find it very supportive and friendly. I have been dressing ever since I was about 7 years old. In my 40s I had to come out in the open as Michelle and I am very glad I did. I live as Michelle about 80% of the time with a view to being full time shortly. I only feel comfortable as a girl as it is what I wanted all my life and as I got older it became more intense and I had to give in to my feelings. You are very lucky your wife supports you. Dressing was the cause of my marriage breakup.
Hugs Michelle
Hi Angela and welcome to CDH.
Rachel
Hi ANGELA I love the 6969 part of your name.That sounds like fun.Welcome to C D H you will get all the help you need here.I was married my wife has passed on.She also knew and helped me.I have 4 children and i never dressed in front of them, but i have told them now that i am a CD.They are fine with it and two of my daughters have been on site with me. I have just started going out dressed to cd meetings and parties here on long island. It is like a new world for me,I am so happy to be with others,who are CD i have had so much fun,it was because of girls i met here who talked me into going. SO join in the chat room as often as you can .YOU have a very special wife,and love her forever.Not sure how many kids you have, raise them well to love, learn ,respect all others.then when someday you talk to them about being a CD they will hug and love you as it changes nothing. With all my best wishes to you and you family and most of all thank you for your service.Hugs Jennifer1
Hello Angela and welcome I have just rrecently came out to my and it's been great best of luck to you. There is a lot of helpful info on this site. Dawn
Hi Angela. Welcome to CDH. It's so nice to meet you.