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I am terrible with talking about myself, but I am new here, however not new to being fem. I am at a critical point in my life where I have decided it is time, enough is enough, it is time to be me. This will have severe consequences and repercussions, but I am consumed with the need to be myself, and not just when no one is looking. I am no longer content just being myself when the rare occasion presents itself. My intentions are to live 24/7 as Nikki, who I am. I do not wish this to be a temporary thing, it will be permanent and do not wish to stop at just my wardrobe.
I just want to be me and blend in to peoples everyday lives as background clutter, never even being noticed.
My hopes are to find other girls out there, in my area if possible, to meet with, support each other, be that rock that we need to lean on during tough times, but also shop, be the women we are without fear of being judged. Not hiding. Standing proud to be who we are, but it is hard to find that local community that does not have ulterior motives.
Without the ability to be me, I feel lost and know I am not alone.
Hey Nikki
Welcome to CDH. You're not lost, and you're not alone 🙂
There's a whole army of us here who have your back. Get in touch and talk to us.
I'm sure that there will be other girls in the Baltimore area that you can make contact with. Hopefully some of them will see your post and get in touch. If for any reason that doesn't happen then leave me a message. I'll help you to navigate the site's 'Find a Friend' function.
I'm trans and live full time as Ellie at home. Sometimes I wish I was brave enough to go further; maybe one day 🙂
You're willing to take that incredibly courageous step now. To me, that means you're awesome.
Big hugs
Ellie x
Thank you so much Ellie, I hope I can find community local to me. I think one of the hardest parts if that feeling of being alone, on an island. But I know I am not alone, we just can not be who we are in the open and hide in the shadows.
I do not want to be in the shadows anymore. So I hope there are others nearby that reach out.
I also thank you for the offer of assistance if I need it navigating the site. I am new here, so may be tapping you for that..lol
I've sent you a friendship request; if you accept it, that means that you can talk to me via private message. It just makes chatting a lot easier 🙂
Ellie x
Thank you so much. I just accepted your friend request.
... and I've just sent you your first private message.
Girl, we're up and running 🙂
Ellie x
Hi Nikki,
Welcome to CDH.
Alice
Thank you so much Alice.
Welcome Nicole.You have done the right thing to loin this wonderful group.I am sure you will get all the support that you need.Good luck on your journey.
Thank you so much Roberta. So far I am very pleased with the response I have gotten and have some hope that this may be the place I need to be.
Welcome to CDH Nicole. You'll find a lot of friendly, helpful ladies here so don't be afraid to ask for advice. Good luck on your journey.
Thank you so much Fiona,
I feel like this may be the right place for me. I am really enjoying what I have found here so far. And as for advice, there is so much I need, so that is greatly appreciated.
Well Nicole you are certainly not alone here and I am sure you will find friends in your area.
Getting into a group is a good start but I notice in your profile that you have come out to others. This is perhaps an avenue you may consider expanding on as if it were possible then going out with women will help you assimilate better and have support and advice to learn the ways of a woman. This was how I did it over a period of time and was invaluable to me.
At least you are prepared in realising the obstacles in your way but seem resolute which is a good thing.
The future starts here and if you feel there is anything I can help with then P.M. me anytime.
Hi Nikki nice meeting you and so happy you found and joined us girls here so get settled in relax and enjoy yourself here.. You know as a new sister and family member you are welcomed with open arms into our home as well as yours now also.. With so much to see and do here like reading the forums and posts from so many ladies here telling there stories about there journeys down the femme road they follow.. So girlfriend as you get comfortable with us please join in with a story or two about the life and times of Nikki as she travels down her own girly path in life.. Now as for making friends here there are so many ladies from all over the world to build long lasting friendships with and best of all we are just a simple click away from you .. So once again girlfriend nice to meet you and hope to see you around for a chat sometime soon..
Stephanie Bass
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Nicole welcome, your now part of a community of girls like yourself expressing their love for dressing. Coming here shy and alone you will soon be able to understand more and in time the confinance you are seeking will soon start to show. Ladies here are very supportive and will help in every way. Relax kick off those heels and start enjoying all that we are. Very nice to meet you.
Stephanie