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I’m so excited to be a new member and looking forward to sharing and, hopefully, connecting with new friends. Finding a place where there are so many with a common story who have so much more experience than I is truly wonderful.
My story is probably much like everyone else’s. Since childhood I have always been infatuated with women’s clothing and lingerie. Dressing in my mother’s lingerie, dresses, and shoes made me feel wonderful and it felt so natural I knew then I could never stop, but always had feelings of shame and embarrassment should anyone find out. She was a beautiful lady, and I wanted to be one too and the way for me to do that is to dress as one.
Over the years I kept my desires and crossdressing a private secret, never letting anyone know so felt unfulfilled, alone, and often ashamed. Living my professional career as a man by day I still had my desire to dress en femme so would often wear lingerie under my man clothes with no one the wiser. Now I have more opportunities to dress how I wish so love dressing feminine almost daily, unless in public. Someday soon I hope to change that as I grow more confident in myself and my appearance.
For two years I stopped dressing and honestly had no desire to do so. I didn’t feel the “pink fog” come over me as it does now. Then early this year I had an urge to try on a wig and makeup I had purchased a couple years ago but never had a chance to try on along with a skirt that had sat in the closet unused also. When I saw myself in the mirror I was overwhelmed with emotion and cried. In my entire life I finally felt fulfilled, whole, natural, and complete. I haven’t looked back nor have I any regrets.
Now I dress almost daily and am loving it. I have so much to learn about fashion, makeup, (walking in heels) yet I’m enthusiastic and excited by it more than ever before.
I look forward so very much to hearing your experiences, feelings, fashion and makeup tips.
Thanks for being so welcoming too!
Love to all.
Lana.
Hi Lana,
Welcome to CDH. Enjoy dressing now you have more opportunities.
Alice
Thank you Alice!
Welcome to CDH Lana this is a wonderful community with a lot of lovely ladies to help you through your journey. This site has been a blessing to me.
Alexis Grace xx
Lana -
Welcome to CDH.
XOXO
Suzanne
Welcome to the group Lana!
Thank you Fiona! I already feel I belong and found a home.
Lana ❤️
Hi Lana nice meeting you and happy you found and joined us girls here so do some looking around and reading of the forums and posts from so many ladies here telling there stories about there journeys down the femme road they are on in life.. So as a new sister and family member you are welcomed with open arms into our home as well as yours now also.. When you get comfortable with us please join in with a story or two about the life and times of Lana as she travels down her own girly path in life.. Now as for making friends here girl there are so many ladies from all over the world to build long lasting friendships with and best of all we are just a simple click away from you .. Once again girlfriend nice to meet you and hope to see you around for a chat sometime soon..
Stephanie Bass
Hi Lana!
Welcome to CDH!
I think you will find the community helpful, encouraging and supportive.
Again, welcome to CDH!
Catherine