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Hi I am Mélodie. I am not sure where to begin. I guess I always have had a the urge to crossdress since my teenage years but in the last few years I just could not deny myself any more.
I am not a overly feminine looking person but I definitely feel like there is a strong feminine energy within me that needs to be expressed even if it's just me alone in front of my mirror trying on some cute sexy lingerie or a pretty dress. I just have to say the first time I put on a pair of panties, a bra, and a dress on top, then I put on some stockings and then I just stood there is disbelief but also in joy and hapiness that it was me wearing these gorgeous clothes. It was one of the happiest moments of my life. It's just so much more fun to dress fem!
Anyways sorry ladies if I a rambled on a bit but I never get a chance to express this side of me so opening up is a big deal for me. I hope some of you can relate to some of this at least?
hello Mélodie nice to meet you, we all started that way, then went away for years and felt trapped then it came out stronger, wanted to dress up and feel free. its a great thing to dress up and be free, there is nothing wrong with dressing up pretty and being the person we should of been. feel free to read my profile. i added you to my friends list
Hi Melodie, I can relate to what you say. I've been dressing on and off for years. I always go through a phase of rejecting Helen and then after a few months I start to feel the need to dress again. I'm just starting to feel the need to buy new clothes again and its so exciting! I was new to CD Heaven earlier this year and I've been away for a while but its great to catch up again. We have someone to talk to about feminine things, its lovely and I'm sure you'll enjoy it. Helen.
Mélodie welcome and not at all. Talk to your Hearts content, we love reading the stories and for you to tell us about you. This is a beautiful place . I too over time have experience this wonderful feeling and for me too those urges just got too strong to ignore. Passing is such a hard time to accomplish and for me I know that would probably never happen but learning and listening to many here and their advice and tips will certainly help in tacking this and make the best one can do. But what should be the concerns is what's not on the outside but what's inside that matters . looking in a mirror and seeing what's looking back is a beautiful thing and that's OK to me. So being here now embrace your calling and enjoy dressing and know you have many here to help and support you in ever way. Happy to meet you and will enjoy seeing you here. 🌹
Hi Melodie and welcome!
Thanks everyone for the love and support!
Melodie welcome to CDH were there are so so many girls in the same place as you. I know I am. I love to see the woman I am when I am dressed up and I just feel the woman in me all the time. I found this place and it has so many wonderful ladies that love to chat and help and really care about you. I think you will enjoy it here and really blossom. Again welcome to CDH and say hello any time.
Sara
