Hi everyone, I'm Liv

I am 44 and live in the Netherlands with my beautiful wife and our kids.

As far as I can remember I have always had a fascination for women's clothing, makeup and styles. Starting at the age of 7, I have been crossdressing on and off in secrecy. I only dressed up and never tried makeup as I was very afraid someone would notice. I have been actively trying to dismiss the urges and bury them deeply. Last december, after a period of 3 years without crossdressing I got triggered again.

The feeling came back so strong, I wanted to really to get to know the feminine me. As result I booked a crossdress photoshoot and it was a magical experience. I met Liv in real and will always remember the beautiful moment of looking into the mirror, meeting her.

Liv makes me feel complete and is part of me. I have no desire to transition, but am learning I need to be giving Liv more space in order to be balanced as a person.

In January I told my wife. She is loving and caring, yet she is having a very hard time with Liv entering her life. I am fortunate we her love for me is strong and slowly the topic can be discussed.

I am so glad Crossdresser Heaven exists as it brings me comfort and support in my emotions and the decisions I am making.

Nice to meet all of you.

Love, Liv