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It's great to be in Crossdresser Heaven finally, after visiting as a nonmember for years, and having a CD friend highly recommend joining. I've been aware of my strong feminine leanings all my life, but only in the last few years have been able to fully express Larissa, after coming out to my wife. She took a while to understand and accept, but now she's totally supportive. As others have pointed out, when dressed in feminine clothes, makeup, perfume, jewelry, I not only feel relaxed and calm, but it just feels right. What an incredible relief after so many years of hiding, denying, and sneaking around. Later after accumulating some of my own "stuff" I would purge every once in a while and feel shame and embarrassment (even though nobody knew), but now I'm so comfortable with being Larissa that I will never lose her. I may socially transition (24/7) at some point, and while it would be fantastic to have my own breasts and no facial hair, I'm not considering HRT or any surgeries. I'm fortunate that I can freely dress at home, but have only gone out a few times, and even then only once fully dressed and made up. Also, my wife is the only one who knows, and I'm terrified of my grown children or friends finding out. So going out and coming out are my mental struggles now. I have so many pretty clothes, and "all dressed up and nowhere to go"! I hope to get some good advice from the other ladies on the forums. Thank you Crossdresser Heaven for being here for us!
Did I write this? Your story, like many here, is so close to my own that I could have!
But that's not important right now, what is important is the fact that you have chosen to join us. So, welcome, Larissa, it's a pleasure to see you here.
I'll forego my customary enthusing about the warm and supportive nature of this community (ok, I'll partly forego it) as you'll have seen it for yourself.
I'll just say, thanks for taking the plunge and, if there's anything you need, just ask, you'll get all the help we can give.
Allie
@larissa63 Welcome to CDH, Larissa!
I look forward to seeing more of you on the forums now.
Welcome to CDH Larissa!
Hi Larissa,
Welcome to CDH.
Alice
Hi Larissa nice to meet you an happy you found and joined us girls here so do some looking around with some reading of the forums and posts from so many ladies here telling there stories about there journeys down the femme road they are on in life.. So girl as a new sister and family member you are welcomed with open arms into our home as well as yours now also.. When you get comfortable with us please join in with a story or two about the life and times of Larissa as she travels down her own girly path in life.. Now as for making friends here there are so many ladies from all over the world to build long lasting friendship with and best of all we are just a simple click away from you ..
Stephanie Bass
Thank you all so much for your warm welcome. I feel overwhelmed with emotion, knowing that there are so many wonderful, understanding, and accepting ladies out there, and that I am able to participate in discussions and exchange of ideas and experiences. I've been very busy lately but do plan to contribute much more to these forums. I have a lot to say, and a lot to learn!
Hugs,
Larissa 
