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Hi Girls,
I'm Eser from Turkey, Ankara. Eser is a unisex name in Turkey, it means Creation (especially in art). We all create ourselves, me too, so I choose this name.
I'm a crossdresser, since I was 11-12 old. I always knew, I was different. I didn't feel like a "normal" boy (or a girl). I interested in both gender. At first I felt like sinful freak. It took a long time to accept myself.
I lived an ordinary man's life. I got married, have children, divorced... I've always hidden my girly side, I still hiding because it is very difficult to live this tendency openly in Turkey. Probably the same in the US, most people hate you, may even attack you etc.
I'm almost 40 years old, I'm so bored. I can't live half of my self, my femme side. I'm trying to make a vent hole for my inner woman. (Thank you İnternet! 🙂
Kisses and love from your sister in Turkey. <3
Eser, we understand life is certainly complicated especially in parts of the world where it can be very dangerous to express ones self but here things don’t have to be . Enter into a place where everything is hopefully easier to open up to. With others like yourself enjoy experiencing your love for dressing with no conflicts or judgements and to be comfortable with being who you are. And in time with the help and support will move you forward to express yourself with confinance to discover more about your femininity. Happy to welcome you and I hope to see you around here soon. Hugs!!
Stephanie 🌹
Welcome,
I didn’t know things were still so bad in Turkey. I heared Some stories but never first hand. I hope that Some day (soon) things change that you don’t have to be afraid to be yourself anymore.
Kind regards,
Joy
Hi Joy,
Turkey is not very very bad. Some countries completely prohibit LGBTI people, not so in Turkey. (legally) There are many LGBTI people and many NGO's for LGBTI.
But now conservatives run the country (Erdogan is very similar to Trump), some government officials make unlawful preventions. NGOs and many people struggle against it.
The main problem is patriarchal, heterosexist attitude of people, as in many countries. We call it neighborhood pressure, coexistence increases pressure. Generally people do not live individually here.
For example, if my ex-wife learns my crossdress tendency, she may not let my children see me and many think she's right. This is worse than state repression. So I'm not trying to break down the wall, I walk around the wall
Welcome eser to CDH! We are very loving and understanding here and will give you all the support you need! My heart goes out to you and I hope and pray one day you'll be given the opportunity to live your life the way you want.
Hugs and Kisses Taylor
Hi Eser.So sorry about the attitude to crossdressers in Turkey.You will find CDH a save haven.
Welcome Eser!