Hi I'm Brin and I just joined to talk others going through the same journey.

When I was an awkward 'straight' boy in high school I never thought I would be here.  Sure looking back I can see that there were some signs.  I did once sneak into my friend's sister's room (she wasn't there) while on a sleep over and tried on some of her clothes.  My best and closet friends were always girls/women.  I was always their 'buddy'.  I was even the man of honor (instead of having a maid of honor) at my friends wedding.  I got along with them (the girls) because I WAS one of them (kind of anyway).  I just can't believe what started with buying a couple of pieces of lingerie (for titillating purposes) about a dozen years ago would turn into having a full wardrobe (I have more women's clothes then men's).  So I'm here because no one knows this about me and I'm sick of being alone on an island.  I want to be able to talk to people about this and I'm not ready to "come out" to the people currently in my life.